i really needed to catch up on some sleep because my mental illness makes me wake up at 4am everyday.

so i went to work & then came home to sleep for 3 hrs.

i only feel slightly human again, but i know i’ll be up again this morning, same time.

i’m having a severe crash post the TS concert last week.

the next TS related things to look forward to?

- the tortured poets department, april 19
- reputation tv, tba

going to start PRE-hydration so we don't need to use the bathroom during the show.

TS N2!
i'm so excited that i'm going tonight! probably the first good thing to happen to me in the last 3 yrs!

this long weekend..
FRI:
- date with my girl; kűrtösh brekkie, sushi lunch, playground & a movie in the arvo.
- bbq dinner at home.
SAT:
- kid’s birthday party.
SUN:
- domestics; boring grocery shopping.
- play date with L’s bff.
MON:
- gp appt.
- therapy.
- jumping castle with L

other things include:
- tidy my office.
- manicure.
- wash my hair.
- skincare.
- laundry (all 3 of us!)
- wake up early for the first sunrise of 2024!

i have A LOT to do between tomorrow & NYD:
- bunnings.
- grocery pick up.
- produce shopping.
- butcher.
- target.
- uniform shopping (my kid starts kindy in feb!)
- shopping for new work shoes.
- J shopping for a new suit.

i’m watching a rerun of the qatar f1.
i’m not sure why or who i’ve suddenly become 🏎️

got up at 4am to get down to the fish monger.
i took my time getting ready, drove down & was still the first person in line.
they weren't serving til 5am, but managed to get served early & was out of there before the 2nd customer arrived.
GO ME!

update:
- finished 1 book, halfway through the 2nd.
- manicure. ✅

i have a very ambitious to-do list for this christmas long weekend..
- read 3 books.
- see the new wonka movie. (tix booked for boxing day)
- make more friendship bracelets. (i’ve already made 81)
- manicure.
- replenish our first aid kid supplies.
- boxing day shopping.

i have a habit of picking up a business card from a doctor/business even if i’ve been there before.
my GP - have about 30 of his.
my psychologist, whom i see once a month - at least 6.
i’m not sure why i’m like this.

i have 5 items in my grocery cart right now & already the total cost is over $50.
#inflation

teaching my dad - a grandfather - how to bun my kid’s hair.
i feel like ALL girl dads need to know this while they have young kids, so when/if they become grandfathers to girls - they already have the skill

i just had a crazy thought at 2am.

i would like to work night shift in emergency again.

2023 isn’t over yet & L has been invited to TWO birthday parties for 2024!

laat saturday shift tomorrow for 23.
although it’s excellent money - i won’t miss it.

strange how my kid is away for only 36 hrs & it feels like a lifetime.

i don't know what day it is 😵

what a morning i’ve had! JFC! even managed to fit in 2 cries in the span of 6 hours..

i hate the fact that i have something on every single weekend from now til christmas & i’m so burnt out, i’m running on fumes 🥵

horrified at how busy my monday has been already.
- 7am appt.
- quick grocery shop.
- therapy, 11am.
- home to prepare work lunches.
- cook dinner (combined effort with J)
all i can say is THANK GOODNESS it’s not hair washing day 🤣

i’m really sad for her if this is true! 😔

i’m a big TS fan & i am genuinely happy for her. but i think she can do so much better than Kelce.

don’t @ me.

i could feel like absolute DEATH in the morning. like there is no hope in world, everything sucks, what’s the point of living.. et cetera.

then the first sip of coffee happens.
& it’s made perfectly..

suddenly the sun is shining & you know you just LOVE life.

this is me every single morning! 🤣

L & i watch #tangled almost every single night before bed.
& almost single night i cry when Eugene cuts her hair.

i know i’m a week behind but i started #britneyspears ‘the woman in me’ this morning.
i’m at chapter 10 already!

from the shit i’ve heard over the years about JT, i’ve REALLY come to dislike him. & now with Britney putting all his actual fuckery out there in her book, safe to say i really hate him now.

the higher the rotten tomatoes.. the better the movie? 🍅

sorry #chipchilla, you can TRYYY to be an american version of #bluey, but you ain’t IT!
good try though!