hey guys first time getting off valproate and i can literally feel my brain packing a suitcase haha if i start levitating no you didn’t uwu

WOOHOO bpd rage storm passed, i’ll crawl back to writing my dumb little novels yay

you’re disgusting. emptier than anything I’ve ever seen. you’re vile. hollow. rotting from the inside out. all he did was SEE me and LOVE me, the BARE minimum, the one thing that was supposed to be YOUR responsibility. but you were too busy worshipping your own ego to give a damn. u make me sick.

and u know what’s actually fucking pathetic? a STRANGER on the internet saved me. some man miles away cared more about me than the people who raised me. let that sink in. that’s how fucking low you set the bar. that’s how catastrophically you failed.

the people i loved? they hit me, mocked me, branded me insane. fuck every single one of you. im counting the seconds till that plane saves me from this hell. i hate you all from the bottom of my heart

I don’t give a single fuck if im repetitive. i want OUT of this rotting, suffocating shithole. this city chewed me up, spat me out, called me crazy, stuffed me with useless meds and dead-eyed shrinks

im about to lock in my escape from this broken house and my nervous system is screaming confetti

skircle SATURDAY .#rebelling

upper left corner, that’s me!

0/10 not enough meitu detected

fuck my bf ignoring me makes me feel so fucking sad and feral at once im crying into the chocolate im binging and chain smoking like a tragic main character im trying not to implodeEEEEEE

thank u

the best christmas present i got this year: emotional blackmail from my mum!! wrapped in guilt, tied with tears, smiling like it’s love while it crushes me!! merry christmas everyone!!

damn i haven’t cried this much in ages

yesssss

my bf is the most devastatingly perfect thing alive, i love him i need him i’m nothing without him every second apart feels like i’m dying

im so clingy its almost embarrassing lol

a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face ALT: a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face

People when a jirai girl is unhinged, mentally ill, explosive, has issues with substances & is completely fucked in the head!! #jiraiposting

christmas was ok-ish
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem

oh and also the fact that he thought typing that sentence wouldn't immediately summon a swat team proves that even a goldfish has more intellectual stamina than him (it literally forgets it exists every three seconds)

the fact that his brain somehow conjured up the thought "you know what the world needs? me creeping on kids" and then he *typed it out* like it was a normal tuesday is proof that evolution has a sick sense of humor

thank you from the bottom of my heart

my bf is such an angel

im bitching so much about christmas lol justttt wish me luck for this hellish night with my shitty family send me prayers or good vibes or money whatever you see fit

we are synchronized tf

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me too i hope we both can survive this

whatever i’m going to smoke

i want a quality cutting sesh but im trying to stay clean ugh

literally: “alive only for him”