I was just kinda like.. shaking last night trying to calm down

still feeling tickles of manic feelings today it's a lil scary

ill b ok... brain is just extra upset cus if no stims day

spending time on the couch now awrfff

I feel rlly weird and unstable rn... I feel all spikey like I'm really happy and sad at the same time I wanna scream but I'm ok and laying down but I'm not ok but I'm just fine

wrrrff

he asked me if I liked money and I said no I don't

wraa I had a guy talking to and being all over me on the morning bus just now and he wanted me to suck his cock I didn't like that

wraaa its rlly special ur gonna have lots of fun

i rlly wanna just. bring mom outside and sit in the sun. theres a nice spot right out front. i wanna b outside w them

they haven't done something reactive like that to me but the fear doesn't go away..

id b so nervous aaaa

im aware that I make myself sick with anxiety every time something bad happens to my mom because every time my mother was upset at Anything it would inevitably be pointed at me. but being aware doesn't seem to matter.. I'm still scared to death and seek dissociation to escape the impending doom

lowpoly kitsune from LSD Dream emulator

kitsune model edited and rigged to stand upright (blender screencap)

friend datamined an LSD Dream Emulator kitsune and I'm rigging it for VRC with the least amount of mesh edits possible... preserving its soul

I've never gotten to do that b4!! it sounds really nice. gosh I haven't even swam in longer than I can remember

I can't do anything about it but something in me screams that I have to and I'm the only one and if I don't do everything in my power to mend the pain then the pain becomes my own fault

fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it

they don't deserve being treated like this. they deserve some gentleness.. not build up and let down.

people are being cruel and hurtful to my mom and it makes me really fucking angry and really fucking scared and sad I want to cry

ampharos

a stylized 3d render of a realistically proportioned hare and a cute little bunny running at night.

princes with a thousand enemies

morning bunny doodle

I feel extra extra fragile n small today awrwrwr

smoke break girlfriend bunny doodle

I feel so deeply responsible for making everyone get along. it makes me all scared. it's not my responsibility but it feels like it'd be all my fault if people didn't like each other

my momma was trying to setup a plan for our whole house to go see a movie so we could all do stuff together. it makes me rlly happy. I so deeply just wanna feel comfy and close together with my weird little family

I wished on a dandelion today