Update: it went well but I'm very eepy. Time to sleep until the fanfest presentation 😴

Thank you bestie!

Thank you!

Thank you! I'll probably post an update when I'm out lol

Thanks bestie!❤️

Thank you!

Doctors visit today. Wish me luck >.<

man, i fucking love dawntrail🥹

I hope everyone who's attending fanfest has a great time! Kinda wish I could join since it's so close to me, but I don't think my social anxiety would allow me to go😅

I did Recollection with a friend guiding me the entire time. It was pretty fun, but it's been a while since I did it. Plus I don't fully understand some of the mechanics, so I'd have to relearn most of the fight. But it wasn't too difficult!

As someone who's only done one dawntrail ex and wants to get all the wings, how difficult would it be to learn each of the fights?

Me: "doing one mentor roulette before bed shouldn't hurt, right?"

*20 minute run of The Dark Inside, with everyone constantly dying and not listening to each other*

>.<

had the smallest jumpscare looking at my notifications earlier. wasn't expecting to see something in there. at least i didn't spiral, i guess.

so eepy today...😴

To my pals who struggle with mental health today:

Be kind to yourself because you are loved. You are not a waste of space. You’re not flawed in anyway. We are not being difficult or hard on others. We can have the worst days with no real outlet to channel that energy into something positive.

Hope everyone has a wonderful week~!🫶

#FFXIVScreenshots #Viera #GPOSERS

a new challenger appears!

#asstreia | #gposers | #viera | #maleviera

i really want the new tomodachi live so baaadddd >.<

Oh man, re6 is one of the few games I dropped after a few hours because I really did not like it. Hope you have a better time with it lmao

My bsky glitched out for half a second and said I had 30+ notifications and my heart sank x.x

I know, I know! I'll get it done this week, promise!

For the referral, that's something I have to do myself, unfortunately. My therapist isn't able to do that themselves. It shouldn't be too difficult to get a referral, I've just been putting it off for way too many reasons x.x

I regularly see a therapist every few weeks, but I'm currently looking to finding someone who would give me a more proper diagnosis on my issues (idk if that's the right word to use). Thankfully, budget isn't an issue for me as of right now.

Ran into a pretty cute bunboi while I was doing mentor roulettes. Somehow, that helped ease my mind :)

i'm sorry for my outburst earlier today. i know i say it way too many times. i know i need to get better. i honestly, truly, don't know how to.

i struggle with actually accepting help. help that i do genuinely want. while i'm somewhat lucid, i want to ask for help. any help.

please don't abandon me

Please don't abandon me

I'm sorry for worrying you

I'm sorry for worrying you

I'm sorry for worrying you