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A itchio holding image for the game.
"In Hot Pursuit - Toxic Old Man Yaoi for two players."

A itchio holding image for the game. "In Hot Pursuit - Toxic Old Man Yaoi for two players."

A page from the RPG, including content warnings and safety tool advice.

"One of you is a Hard-boiled Detective, the other is an Aristocratic Killer. You’ve been chasing each other for a while, but no one’s gotten caught. You think you know everything about him. It’s starting to become an obsession. He will be yours.

Before you get started
This is a game about two people in an adversarial relationship, unsure if they want to kill each other or fuck each other. Physical confrontation is something they both want, but will never admit to (such an intolerable display of earnestness!). This kind of dynamic (often described as ā€˜Consensual non-consent’ in fiction writing) is, of course, a terrible kind of relationship to have in real life. Please do not fuck a detective to avoid being arrested.

During play, it’s strongly advised to use an RPG safety tool of your choice as a way of formally checking in on your fellow player. There are also points during the flow of play where players are encouraged to discuss and adjust what their characters aim to do to each other before you roll dice about it.

Either way, it’s worth discussing the following before starting:
How much do we see of The Killer’s murders?
How much is The Detective operating within the law?
Does The Detective fight or hurt people who aren’t The Killer?"

A page from the RPG, including content warnings and safety tool advice. "One of you is a Hard-boiled Detective, the other is an Aristocratic Killer. You’ve been chasing each other for a while, but no one’s gotten caught. You think you know everything about him. It’s starting to become an obsession. He will be yours. Before you get started This is a game about two people in an adversarial relationship, unsure if they want to kill each other or fuck each other. Physical confrontation is something they both want, but will never admit to (such an intolerable display of earnestness!). This kind of dynamic (often described as ā€˜Consensual non-consent’ in fiction writing) is, of course, a terrible kind of relationship to have in real life. Please do not fuck a detective to avoid being arrested. During play, it’s strongly advised to use an RPG safety tool of your choice as a way of formally checking in on your fellow player. There are also points during the flow of play where players are encouraged to discuss and adjust what their characters aim to do to each other before you roll dice about it. Either way, it’s worth discussing the following before starting: How much do we see of The Killer’s murders? How much is The Detective operating within the law? Does The Detective fight or hurt people who aren’t The Killer?"

A page from the game.

"The Detective Answers (choose an option, or something new):

How do you usually tackle a case? (Detective Trait)
Strong community connections
Analytical and forensic thinking
Tough and tireless directness
Sheer dumb luck

What trusty tools do you carry? (Detective Trait)
A notebook and pen
A bug and audio receiver
A revolver and a pair of handcuffs
Luminol and a blacklight

Why is The Killer so intriguing? (Killer Trait)
He’s so precise and elegant
His hunger radiates like heat
He’s so distant and unreadable
His influence is ever-present

What does The Killer feel like? (Killer Trait)
Flawless cold porcelain
Soft sweet indulgence
Razor-sharp steel
Twisted velvet ribbon"

A page from the game. "The Detective Answers (choose an option, or something new): How do you usually tackle a case? (Detective Trait) Strong community connections Analytical and forensic thinking Tough and tireless directness Sheer dumb luck What trusty tools do you carry? (Detective Trait) A notebook and pen A bug and audio receiver A revolver and a pair of handcuffs Luminol and a blacklight Why is The Killer so intriguing? (Killer Trait) He’s so precise and elegant His hunger radiates like heat He’s so distant and unreadable His influence is ever-present What does The Killer feel like? (Killer Trait) Flawless cold porcelain Soft sweet indulgence Razor-sharp steel Twisted velvet ribbon"

A page from the game.

"The Interrogation
The police, as ever, have been left clueless. It’s the end of a long night of witness interviews, and the Killer prepares themselves for the closing act of their performance before they step into the morning air a free man.
How does The Killer plan to conceal their guilt? Who else is being interrogated?
This isn’t the Detective’s case, and yet he’s here. How does he make an opportunity to speak to the Killer directly?
When someone is on the brink of losing their patience, roll.

The Socialite Ball
A luxury gala with all the who’s-who of the city is in full swing. The main hall is scattered with paparazzi and overly chatty celebrities, but the venue has a number of back rooms for more private conversations.
The Detective has snuck in following an unrelated case, who are they tailing?
The Killer has been dragged here in an obligation to someone else, why couldn’t they say no?
When the Killer and Detective meet, and their animosity threatens to draw attention, roll.

The Getaway
The Killer is putting the final touches on their latest work. Everything’s been precisely arranged to leave whoever discovers it in awe and confusion. However, the Detective’s investigation and instincts have him rapidly closing in. They both think of the other’s expression and smile.
The Killer’s work takes a while to do correctly. Where is the murder being done, and what’s taking so long to finish?
The Detective’s tracking of the Killer was suspiciously easy this time. What clue or calling card did he leave behind?
Just before the Detective sees the Killer leave the crime scene, roll."

A page from the game. "The Interrogation The police, as ever, have been left clueless. It’s the end of a long night of witness interviews, and the Killer prepares themselves for the closing act of their performance before they step into the morning air a free man. How does The Killer plan to conceal their guilt? Who else is being interrogated? This isn’t the Detective’s case, and yet he’s here. How does he make an opportunity to speak to the Killer directly? When someone is on the brink of losing their patience, roll. The Socialite Ball A luxury gala with all the who’s-who of the city is in full swing. The main hall is scattered with paparazzi and overly chatty celebrities, but the venue has a number of back rooms for more private conversations. The Detective has snuck in following an unrelated case, who are they tailing? The Killer has been dragged here in an obligation to someone else, why couldn’t they say no? When the Killer and Detective meet, and their animosity threatens to draw attention, roll. The Getaway The Killer is putting the final touches on their latest work. Everything’s been precisely arranged to leave whoever discovers it in awe and confusion. However, the Detective’s investigation and instincts have him rapidly closing in. They both think of the other’s expression and smile. The Killer’s work takes a while to do correctly. Where is the murder being done, and what’s taking so long to finish? The Detective’s tracking of the Killer was suspiciously easy this time. What clue or calling card did he leave behind? Just before the Detective sees the Killer leave the crime scene, roll."

Listeners! I've released a new TTRPG!

For those looking to answer the age-old question "What if Columbo fucked?" I bring you 'In Hot Pursuit', a 2-player Old Man Yaoi TTRPG. Act out your favourite problematic Webtoons as a Detective and Killer ruining each other's lives.

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Our Tangled Blessings saga is finally complete! Thank you so much to @masquewren.bsky.social for being an incredible duet player, and to @cassi.mothwin.com for creating a brilliant game.

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But I am making progress and figuring out new ways to deal with life's myriad challenges all the time!

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On the plus side, I have a lot of very cool and interesting sound design jobs to work on at the moment. On the minus side, I literally do not have enough hours in the day to do everything I want to do, especially as I come to terms with my late autism diagnosis and how it affects my work.

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Thank you so much! <3

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Goodbye, Spotify | Snazzy Tapir Productions Get more from Snazzy Tapir Productions on Patreon

The best way to support my work is on the Snazzy Tapir Patreon, or with a one-off donation on Ko-Fi. You can find my post about leaving Spotify and how to support me here:

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Both my actual play podcast A Game of One's Own and my 2018 audio drama The Prickwillow Papers have now been deleted from Spotify. You can still find them on lots of other podcast platforms. The podcasts will probably take a while to disappear from Spotify.

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Things are getting really spooky at Brackroot Academy... @cassi.mothwin.com's Tangled Blessings is the perfect duet game for a dark academia tale.

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Snow Blood: A Not Quite Dead Vampire Story Set years after the events of hit vampire audio drama 'Not Quite Dead', the story continues, with new and ancient vampire lore.

Ok audio drama folk listen up. There's this vampire. He's thousands of years old. He fucks other men and wears silky dresses. He's French and I'm extremely normal about that. He's so sexy I can't look my good friend @hangingsloth.bsky.social in the eyes.

GO FUND THIS SHOW RIGHT NOW

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This project looks absolutely incredible! Please contribute if you are able - I need this to exist.

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In an hour, we're almost a quarter of the way through! Come checkk out A Whole New World, a limited TTRPG series co-created by @valiantdorian.bsky.social and myself and LIVE ON KICKSTARTER RIGHT NOW!
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So Maddy has been a champion getting our two-person playthrough of Tangled blessings out! It was a lot of fun, and all the parts will be out publicly by Tuesday, so make sure you're caught up!

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A Game of One's Own | Tangled Blessings (ft. Masquewren) - Part III | Snazzy Tapir Productions Get more from Snazzy Tapir Productions on Patreon

Don't want to wait until next week for Part III of Tangled Blessings? You can listen to the penultimate instalment of @maddyisabstract.bsky.social and @masquewren.bsky.social's actual play RIGHT NOW by becoming a member of the Snazzy Tapir Production Patreon, or buying the episode in the shop.

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The second part of our playthrough of Tangled Blessings by @cassi.mothwin.com is now available on the public podcast feed! @maddyisabstract.bsky.social and @masquewren.bsky.social guide their characters through their second year at Brackroot Academy, and make some disturbing discoveries...

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The first part of our playthrough of Tangled Blessings by @cassi.mothwin.com is now available on the public podcast feed! Host @maddyisabstract.bsky.social is joined by the amazing @masquewren.bsky.social as they create a pair of rival students at the magical Brackroot Academy...

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WE ARE LIVE! Come and join us for whimsical space adventures!

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TONIGHT!

Join the crew of the good ship Wayfarer! @lithiarch.bsky.social, Aoife, @mumblemegs.bsky.social, and Midnight facilitated by @maddyisabstract.bsky.social play for Small Creatures Such as We by @annablackwell.bsky.social.

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This episode of A Game of One's Own has been in the works for a LONG TIME and I'm so glad it's finally ready! (No thanks to my brain's filthy migraine habit.) @masquewren.bsky.social is an incredible actual play performer and it was a joy to tell this story with them. Stay tuned for more episodes!

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Welcome to Project Blacklight, an AP development project with BlackwaterDnD. Applications are open now, and close April 26th at 11:59pm PST. We are so excited for this project - it's our biggest one yet, and the one we are the most proud of.

Want to get involved? Check out this 🧵!

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I'm DELIGHTED to announce that I'm in Season 4 of We Fix Space Junk! You can hear me RIGHT NOW on the Battlebird Productions Patreon, or wait until next week for the general release.

I'm living my dinosaur dream. šŸš€ā¤ļøšŸ¦–

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Migraines have struck! With apologies, the next episode of A Game of One's Own is still in progress but frustratingly delayed by my faulty, achy brain. I am hoping to have the episode ready for Patreon supporters tomorrow or on Thursday, and the public release date should hopefully be unaffected.

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Unfortunately, Resurrection didn't really do it for me, but I can see why it's captured a lot of people's imaginations. And there are some images from the film that will certainly stick with me.

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Later this evening I'm going to see Resurrection (Bi Gan, 2025) at the cinema so let's see if I can keep this train rolling.

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Despite being sat at the back of the dress circle behind a very tall man, I was captivated. I fucking love art, man. It rocks.

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The play switches between a witty comedy of manners and heartfelt, raw drama. This contrast highlights how all of Mary Ann's pent up emotions must be suppressed in the company of others, and can only be released in fleeting, private moments.

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- the dangers of having books, or any kind of media, made by only one kind of person
- a complicated relationship between a child and a parent whose fundamental beliefs do not align
- the importance of education and thinking for yourself

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A photo of Elizabeth Dulau as Mary Ann Evans in Bird Grove, holding a book, alongside a number of five and four star reviews and a negative image of a grand house.

I saw Bird Grove at Hampstead Theatre this afternoon and, for me, it was deeply moving. Depicting scenes from the life of Mary Ann Evans, AKA George Eliot, it touches on so many things that are relevant today.

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