i don't have my anchor person now.

I go to brunch once a month with one of my closest friends, Kristin, and today she had to cancel.
unless i am working, i am pretty much a hermit nowadays, so this has me totally discombobulated.
1 hand, i was ready to be social, out in public, with people around and everything.
On the other hand,

1st post and i have no idea what to say.
um ... Hello, my name is Steele, I'm in my mid 50's, born and raised in Tampa Fl, USA.
I was a chef for 30+ yrs, I have been a warehouseman, I did security (clubs, bars, men's clubs, and personal) for 20 yrs. I didn't sleep a lot.
Nice to meet you.