I don't think all my dead companions should be dead. I think none of them should be dead. I can't respect any aspect of humanity that was designed to fail them. I crawled out of the fucking yiling patriarch corpse mountain. I can't disrespect them

"everyone has the new iphone!! I need it" is what I hear when people say "but everyone is getting married (at this age)!!! I want it too"

isn't other people what's important about living?

(do u want my thoughts here)

that is a good (horrific, condescending, cruel, deeply despairing) way to put it.

idk....

when I was younger I was less submissive I think?

or maybe just also angrier.

but i just think if I care abt somebnuyy, dont I want them to feel happies?

if someone feels strongly enough to ask, isnt it important?

i also try not to ask stuffs carelessly..

kumasan is right

honestly??? good metric

wailing I don't know what anyone means by "abuser" / "victim" anymore and I'm tormented and frightened and I just believe what 🧸-san said which is that "anyone can be victim or perpetrator at any time, without discrete or permanent black and white roles that never reverse and are always absolute"

ya lmao

ya....

no I think i assumed(???) insisted(???) I was normal (optimistic abt other people's hearts and knowing it IS tough to be kind)

but.. i think also looking at things So Much from external point of view (like, "it is understandable why some person is hurting me") is... not a great sign? idk

CATCATCAT

throwing a tantrum bc I love cats alot

ur past arc blast combo

ur into like, idk what's past that

WROW

this news may shock and surprise you...

自分用のコースター作った

A black-and-white cat walking on the floor

Uni is cute just walking around

the Pokémon gloom at riichi mahjong table (screenshot of a game with lots of tiles)

hello human animals, this is real life documentation of meow 👈 having a seizure at the riichi city mahjong table, which seems to happen at least 1x/day!*

*phenomenon where I become the pokémon GLOOM 😢 due to 🚨 Seizure Activation 🚨

**I currently play mahjong more than that, >20 games per day 😌👑

i for one am both shocked and surprised

i assumed, in my humble ignorance, my clueless bumbling, that having a seizure would make it.... easier to play ??????

it may shock and surprise you, but riichi mahjong is in fact MUCH easier to play when you are not having a seizure 😌😇

the Pokémon gloom at riichi mahjong table (screenshot of a game with lots of tiles)

this was him earlier:

and "maybe that's why I lost a few games"

my wife shares with me such insights as "mahjong is harder to play when you're having a seizure"

the Pokémon gloom, a sad tired flower bulb

torani shortbread flavor coffee syrup turns my wife into this:

!!!!.........!!!!!!!!!!

RIICHI

......

!!!!!!!

MAHJONG!!!! ......

THE!

RIICHI MAHJONG THE.. !!!!!!!!!

Riichi Mahjong.... the

🥰 thinking abt wife 🥰

^