stressed tf out today and my condition is acting up please free me

nothing motivates me more than watching old ed documentaries does anyone have any recs other than like the thin documentary or old interventions

someone needs to take the food away from me

i wanna eat everything in the kitchen rn

i actually don't wanna die bc my goal is to be more of a freak in my 30s than i am in my 20s

i actually exercised yesterday and today everyone clap

i hate waking up feeling miserable :(

google how do i gain self control

i love myself but im also truly insufferable

had a bad dream and now im in a terrible mood and have to work

painting my nails and fucking them up bc im impatient

thank u <3

sorry for being mia im sick and depressed

3am coughing my lungs up

i hate this kinda high im so dulled out and spaced out i don't even feel anything ugh

love being immunocompromised i feel like i've been sick for weeks

got most of my hair cut off and i look a little insane

yes i watched a movie that mentioned star trek and started sweating LOL

i just wanted to go out and have fun for the first time in a while and this fucking happens. i even told the host and they said we aren't gonna kick him out but he can't come back.. thanks.. bc of that he harassed me all night

im so angry and upset about last night i can't stop thinking about it i feel so gross

I feel violated

x sa ᵀᵂ

being touched without my consent and continuously harassed was not on my bingo card tonight

x ed ᵀᵂ

im so disgusted with my body I'm trying on all these outfits for today and i just can't stop looking at my fat stomach im supposed to meet an old coworker today for lunch and she's lost soooooo much weight im gonna look huge next to her i hate my body

weed is rotting my brain

im so stressed i feel like im gonna die

i stressed myself into sickness... awesome

i think im sick again fuckkkkkk

i really go from everything is gonna be fine and it's beautiful ❤️ to I'm going to die right this minute and everything is horrible . all in the same day btw

the way it's my birth name aswell

why is this actually me who took this pic of me