Ok I’m going to sleep

Sleep coming!

It’s still bad to have terrible boundaries, after damage to those boundaries, after damage to the entire situation, I know how to be a mediator after being inside of a psychward (no fights here just skilled/taught)

Like people fucking know who you are! No one fucking knows me! I used to have no voice and only shown it for good, but you put a nigga on twitter and decided to embarrass him got him embarrassed some more with some discord goons and if you think you’re right and you are right!

The stalking victim (not really) gained a following on top of this gained the leads of multiple schools in this battle against me that I brushed off, I keep mentioning this (this is a part of my top feats) but I still mentalize this and see how fucked up it is, it’s a scandal of ignorance.

That energy vampire I dealt with he isn’t one his wife isn’t one, they just didn’t know their a part of this contract to siphon my energy, did more legal/mental/institutional damage then you can think of

I’m never sure if my biology put up a shield on my feelings or if I truly stopped caring, because… I don’t know why getting called an egoist hurts any bit especially when you seen it coming 6 years ago, or especially when you deal with it all day…

There was some abuse intervention called over at my house one time but i ignored one night and let 10 more years of hell rip and roar, it sucked for me (trust me) I could’ve done something different instead of going through all that trauma and pain.

At FUCKING SEVENTEEN it’s probably based of those cognitive test from 3rd grade and 10th grade! They think I went down 7-8 points when I wasn’t there at all!

*sits on the couch and she laughs at me sadistically, she’s not even a normal human at that point she’s just thinks I’m something to punch on, luckily I punched her face!

I study all of my feelings, they’re on boards with me, they’re like catastrophes and calm waters, and I study every bit of it, compare and contrast it to real natures and it ends up doing me some good. Meh.

People hurting my feelings definition of apathetic, definition of no empathy, definition of no automata of compassion, how the hell can you rejoice in someone’s pain who’s done nothing to you?

He hit me with a visualization spiritual attack, I am now a master of mental visuals… so that’s a pro out of this…

I wanna ask him… does he have an issue with me?

I had 30 kids in juvenile wave at me through the window guess they must’ve heard some good things.

Cognitive decline eh? 😭

-Note, he called me an idiot he knows nothing about how my illness works at all, it such a shame being under their fires.

I’ll be honest here their bipolar FLAMED at me, not fluctuating, not controlled but straight at me!

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My plenty opinionated friend (perceives me to be attractive) has called me attractive and I take that to heart!

I acted blind, shit I put shades on is what I would call it only because I wanted to be subjective with her/these people, I thought they were smarter, and I could tell from the first points of contact.

Which is expected let’s be honest, Also uhm, it’s fucking up my life, she took my reputation and there’s this huge “you’re my opp, I hate you” reasoning going on which is what I’ve tried to avoid as Gen-Z all and everyday of my life. I’m really starting to see her worth now, as a human being.

Getting a lot of “what the fucks” for my reactions lately it’s going to make me go what the fuck in the worst way possible, that’s me, I’m the bad guy..!

I have never admitted I did all of that because I wanted love, I never had the intentions to hurt her even when she thought she was fulfilling revenge, This is my first time trying to publicly date someone and also being on the guillotine

I play half genuine, it’s like the waterway to my emotions, it’s not deceit at all… until it looks like it, or until it is, which is even bigger joke for me. LOL.

Basically the girl I stalked (logically not possible already proven)
Makylah and some guy named Jonny were the kids in middle school I knew, they both went different ways/different places, but this one occasion connected them again and they wanted to put me in my place, silent but not broken.

Ima spend the rest of these 3 hours reading up on manipulation tactics, even though manipulation was how I just developed for some reason.

My brain is healed it’s my stress levels…

I know you probably seriously disfavor my old statements but let me just say this man is clever silly to the MAX he’s insensitive, he’s unjust, he’s rude, he’s uneducated and untrained and we already know this, now if something comes up!