i've been doing cbt and act therapy. They helped a lot with regrets and social anxiety (infact i'm able to talk with anyone nowadays). I havent completely thrown the past away yet though. This morning i got in contact with a good friend from 8 years ago and we'll be seeing each other in a few weeks

joke aside, i really like this ship

she's so...

Aurora and Ezreal 🐰🧭

Exploring bunny girlfriends body ✨

I know, the future is only up from now on. But i've been crying the whole day 😭 It just hurts so much to see how much life has been wasted

a man is sitting in a chair and making a funny face with his hand on his face . ALT: a man is sitting in a chair and making a funny face with his hand on his face .

FML. sorry for the emo-dump

I wasn't hoping for much. The simple act of re-building myself and becoming comfortable enough to reach out to someone from the past is already a huge win for me. But while i've been stagnating in depression, time didn't wait and nor did the rest of the world, everyone lived on. Fucking gut-punch

After years of isolation and depression, i kind of've sorted myself out. Out of social curiosity and nostalgia, i thought i'd get in contact with the girl i liked in college, in an attempt to catch up with the past and getting to know her since i never had the confidence. Found out she's married now

🧐

Have been having existential dread when going out for walks closer to the evening, usually leading to panic sometimes ☹️ Recently my mom gifted me earbuds, and now, as I listen to music during my walks, it truly helps me against rumination that usually leads to these profound worries

Kiriko swap
VA: @pixiewillow.bsky.social
Kiriko Hair: @tfgman3d.bsky.social

Tuning a flute before the main performance. Sona's confident the audience will... shower her with praise.

Been working on my own website as a back up. So far i managed to get something functional. But I found out visa and mastercard charge additional fees for adult websites - around 1500$ combined annually, which will be a net negative without enough subscribers. So, not worth it for now

ahri so cute with her ears folded back 😗

i'll keep it, will disable comments tho

Black dude variant provokes some unnecessary comments🫠 My mind was on inclusion, but perhaps i should keep it paywalled or, at least, disable comments under it next time

Black male variant

VA: @pixiewillow.bsky.social

have you read shiori experience?

No switches anywhere on mine... Afaik the settings are in the VBIOS and it would require to flash a custom one, which i'm not gonna attemps

As far as i've searched, it's the card's VBIOS that has this limit set in it. It seems a few other 5090 models have the same issue. They do stop after 30 minutes idle though. Maybe undervolting could help

I used FanControl and MSI's on my previous card, but literally nothing works with this one. I might just deshroud it eventually

Got myself a 5090 recently, since the prices will probably go even higher eventually. It's a beast, but they hardcoded a 30% fan speed minimum (1200rpm!!) even when the GPU is idle, and it's really noisy -.-'

Animation coming soon

My Jimei Palace Ahri arrived 🙂 Its so huge

Unconventional duo lane

first time ever experiencing a flock of sheep

Merry Christmas to everyone, thanks for all the positive comments this year.

Currently working on Dva and SB Eve animations, coming January.

See y'all🫡

peak! wish they made it available for league