Using this as excuse to show off the photos I took

THANK YOU woke up really early to take them

OUGH HI HELLO EVERYONE

so here's an update on everything?

I'm living with my partner (!!) As of now, and we're working on getting me a job in this area. No fucking clue what's up with the courts. I've gone no contact with my family. Shits getting real.

Guys I'm very serious when I say this

I'm likely escaping my abusive home when I leave for work. I already have a plan made with a friend to help make sure I'm not on the streets and can still work. I don't know how everything is going to go, but I know that I need to leave, and I need to do it now

I may have to emergency leave...

Ooouh yeah

I'm scared. I'm scared and I've been set up for actual failure. Nobody can help me in my area. I can't keep doing this, I need to leave. I need help, real damn help.

I need to leave, and I need to leave sooner rather than later, but I have no idea how to. I don't drive (can't learn), don't get paid until the 14th, don't have a phone yet, and I don't have a gov ID. My next fuckup- no matter how small- could very well make me homeless.

I have no fucking clue what to do anymore. I found out my grandmother had been keeping record of everything I tried to keep private in my life. The evidence I had from CPS about my abuse is gone, I can't access it anymore. I have 0 evidence of past abuse anymore. I have tried my damndest to escape.

It has gotten better over the years, but mostly cause I've learned to keep my head down- and because I'm an adult now. My siblings have never been treated to the extent that I have, they were rarely even neglected at its worst. I cannot have them separated, I desperately need to protect my family.

I live in a decently abusive household. I have for the majority of my life. It was at its worst from 7-12. My earliest memory is of abuse. I slept in a cage for 2 years. I have been threatened with violence and homelessness, horrifically beaten, zip tied to chairs, almost stabbed and more.

Guys I genuinely need advice and I'm really hoping my family doesn't find this account again cause I already blocked my dad once.

I need to move desperately. I've needed to do so for months, and more and more things keep popping up that only prop up my point further.

Heavy tw for abuse

Fuck your nuggets, fuck your fries, fuck your saucy nuggets and chest fries, and ESPECIALLY fuck your fuego fries

Starting work tomorrow, let's go Wendy's

I want to finish this but I also want to render it which. Eugh. Backgrounds.

Also I need yall to know this dude is actually so swag and has been a longtime friend, go follow bro rn

Yo shout out to @mr-fart.bsky.social for commissioning me, here's Suzie from Deltarune ♡

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Flash commission time!!

I have an appointment asap (Jun 21st) that I VERY MUCH need to go to. I could get arrested if I do not go, it is that serious. I won't be able to work until I get this handled.

Commissions are 15$ for one person, 25$ for two. Anything you want. Please help.

I have nothing to eat rn I need to get paid asap

"I got the job" but also "everything takes fuck all to happen so I'm not working yet" is the worse limbo to be in i swear

Guəss who got thə job (əxclamation) /

guys I got my first intərview in fourty minutəs / who chəərəd /