venmo: sagittariasss

cashapp: $agittariasss

if anyone would like to contribute to my bday weekend of staying in and doing nothing :)

i need to set a daily reminder to check this app because twitter is dead as hell

will never not be baffled over how coddled and infantilized white autistic men are because they can spread supremacy rhetoric until they’re blue in the face, but when i call it out i’m the bad guy because what i said “hurt their feelings” …HELLO?

bork

i would offer to play with you but i am painfully bad

whelp i guess i gotta remember to start posting here now 😭

Sienna is autistic, non-binary and lives with chronic illness. They work a few hours a week for a charity providing advocacy for people with intellectual disability, but cannot work full or part time. Due to sensory issues, Sienna cannot leave the house without noise cancelling headphones. Their old Bose QC headphones have just died (the noise cancellation feature no longer works). A new set costs $300 AUD, which is $185 USD. Any help is greatly appreciated! PayPal: @siennamacalister

reposting for a friend! their headphones broke, and they cannot leave the house without them!!

paypal: siennamacalister
$0/$185

why does going to a legal dispensary still make me feel like i’m doing something wrong

blurple 🪁

forgot this place existed oops!

granted that time in my life was exhausting & required me to live well above my means/capabilities as an autistic person until i was a desolate shell of myself, but having of a social life for the first time, pretending to be a functioning human, and feeling “normal” for once was kinda fun!!

autistic burnout genuinely stole four years of my life from me and dug me into a hole so deep that even though i’d consider myself “in recovery” from said burnout, i have no idea how to entirely get myself out of this rut because i cannot fully process and mourn the life that i lost.

idk what possessed me this morning but i’m currently spiraling about autistic burnout ruining my life & how the last ~4yrs are essentially void+null in my brain because i have no notable memories from that time that aren’t upsetting so it’s completely warped my already distorted perception of time

birthday babies

mr. thor is one year old today!!

i miss char so much 😥

i love when a family member tells me i look like a boy thinking it’s an insult, like thank u that’s actually exactly what i was going for

my autistic ass overthinking a very basic text reply because i can’t decide on what response sounds the most natural and the more i overanalyze it, the more abnormal every option starts to sound 🧍🏻

ultra-rare emmy sighting considering she’s practically been living inside her giant hammock for the last couple months to the point where i have to dangle food outside the opening to make sure she eats because i literally don’t see her otherwise

hi jupiter

he sit

book cover of “that’s not my name” by megan lally

may need a little reading break because i will not be able to stop thinking about this book or its ending for a very long time🧍🏻

….hi

☀️ aries risings: mars retrograde LEO (12/6-1/6) moodboard horoscope ☀️

i forgot how much my “autistic urge to know why” completely possesses me while i’m reading. if i can’t find a natural stopping place where i’m 100% satisfied with the extent of info the book has provided up to that point, i quite literally cannot put the book down until it has curbed that craving

7 months with francine 💜

think i’m gonna start dream journaling so i don’t immediately get on my phone the second after waking up

i’m staying at my parents’ tonight and i just went downstairs for my nightly bowl of cereal and i was sneaking around trying to be quiet so i didn’t wake up char and then i realized he’s not here anymore 😢

tried to stop reading for the night three separate times and now it’s 4:30am and the book is finished🧍🏻