Been lacking

170lbs even

I'm noticing visible weight loss again. Still have a BMI within range for wegovy.

I've been really sick.

Once my eyebrow is okay I'm gonna get back into the gym grindset.

BFM is now trying to act like everything is normal, offered to drive us to the club. BF said fuck no and right on him. She's not getting out of this one without apilogizing.

The doctor was really nice but knew nothing about piercing care, bro asked if I could take it out and just put some peroxide on it.

Bless his soul, it's not that easy though. 💔

This past week has been so insufferable.

Needless to say I have to go to urgent care today. I have the worst migraine and I feel like I'm gonna puke.

Are you fucking kidding me I woke up and my eyebrow piercing is LEAKING PUSS? Bitch you're almost two months old, get with the program.

I'd be looking at around 8-9k per figure realistically, I want them to be completely and utterly perfect from every possible angle... and I kinda live on the poverty line so I'll stab that dream in the chest real quick.

I'm finally at 175! 176 for a whole fucking week but I'm finally down!

A pointless dream of mine was to own the official Rankin/Bass puppets.. but I've recently discovered ALL OF THEM have melted in storage or have been misplaced in Japan.

.. Next best thing is a perfect replica, yeah? No. A fully usable animagic puppet in its most basic form runs for around 5k.

So... a tragic incident occurred. We had to throw out mine but my boyfriend has one too and he'll let me use it.

Was doing really good today till I had like 170cals worth of snacks.

I love my vibrating mat (I can feel the plastic digging in my side)

Apparently sleeping on a vibrating mat can make you lose 120cals per hour, even on a bad night you'd burn 760cals. Insane. I'll take 20 more.

Haven't weighed myself in like a week and I don't think I will till I can see visible weight loss. I'm too scared. I did real bad the week before Christmas.

Had about 440cals for the past two days.

I lied I'm back on bluesky cause reddit sucks, not the app, just the people who use it.

They never actually READ a post before becoming caption obvious. Like yeah I would move out if I could cunt-twiddler-34765. Thanks for saying that's the best case of action as if we'd never thought of that!

Important vent of mine. Might not be active on anything at all for the next month or two.

She sat there and just RUINED my first Christmas away from home. I was crying on and off all night because it hasn't changed much since I was back home. My parent(s) still hate me, and it's still for no good reason AT ALL.

Important vent of mine. Might not be active on anything at all for the next month or two.

Correction, she's ruining Christmas. She's been shut in her room making sad teenager-esc posts on Facebook instead of apologizing to her son and I both.

Finally stood up to bfm and ruined christmas

They have always treated me like an annoyance when we were alone, then around family they'd suck up and act like I hate them for no reason. Newsflash ya'll beat me. A lot. Fuck you and your victim complex and I hope you choke to death on that Christmas ham.

Cried really hard last night about my parents and extended family that will be getting together back home. Not because I miss them. I'm afamiliar, so I could not give less of a fuck about my adopted family.

No I just know they're going to be talking major shit about me because I went no contact.

37lbs down this year, not where I wanted to be but I'll take it.