Sexy camel toe 😻🔥🔥

But every once in a while
But every so often
But every day
But every fucking day the ache
Please go away
The ache
To be
A woman

I am a trans woman.

Though, shaving my beard and body hair would be nice. Smooth. Soft. Nonbinary fem? Perhaps a wig, just for a change.

A change. A chance. This late?

The last stop was meant to be home. But home feels far away still. Still? But…

I’m trans nonbinary and I think estrogen might be right for me. I’l go on estrogen but otherwise stay the same.

Except for breasts, I want my breasts to grow. I wouldn’t mind a few more curves. I’m sure then I’ll be done. Happy even.

A thread on my feelings these days….

I’m not trans.

I’m nonbinary and male presenting.

I got vaginoplasty to honor those feelings.
But I’m on testosterone to stay male presenting.

Feel better soon 💛

You look amazing 🤩

It really is amazing 🤩

Thanks for being out and a trend setter! 🩷 I remember seeing your profile on Twitter and thinking “THAT’S what I want!” 😀

Than you 🩷

Wow, you are looking great! 🤩

Thank you 😊 It’s been a long time coming for me but definitely worth the wait 🩷

Oh that’s wonderful to hear! ☀️ 🌈

That makes sense to me as all your emotional and physical energy is directed at healing and recovery. It was around 12-14 weeks post-op that I felt I could metaphorically breathe and settle into my new body. Then a sense of peace, calm and joy arrived 😀 Wishing you continued healing and wellbeing! 🩷

That’s fucking beautiful 🤩 😻

Thank you 😃😻

Glad you’re feeling like yourself again 💜

Thank you 😊

“Is that a carrot 🥕 in your pussy or are you happy to see me?” 😜🤣 Second day with the largest dilator. Not painful but definitely…um…stretchy.

Clam!😆🤣 Hadn’t heard it called that in a long time! LOL

I never regretted getting vaginoplasty, but the recovery is harsh and there would be days when I wondered if it was worth the pain and discomfort. Now I can honestly say YES! Totally worth it and it’s only getting better. ☀️

Realizing that I will be at 16 weeks postop this Friday. I turned a corner and gradually went from “oh no, what have I done” to, this week, “thank god I did this!” ❤️

It’s different for everyone but I started dilating the same day the packing was removed. Go slow with a bit more lube than you think will be necessary. The start was uncomfortable but not painful. I would use the word “pressure”. It does become easier pretty quick. Good luck and sending good vibes!

That’s great! I did hydromorphone for a couple of days but it was making me too loopy and disrupting my sleep so stuck with just the tylenol since. Its been 2.5 weeks for me since the surgery. My biggest complaint is just the tightness of the surgical site but that will ease over time.

Congratulations! Recovery will be tough at first but you got this! 💜

Hmmmm…..I’m not sure if watching vaginoplasty surgery videos right now is keeping me calm by desensitizing me or actually promoting a dissociative episode that shuts off the “WTF are you doing?!?!” thoughts. 😜😅 Anyway, 48 hours until surgery and I’m oddly serene. 😌

As a bigger person, I was anxious that I would be denied surgery because of my weight. I’m otherwise healthy but you never know. Well today I had my anesthesiology assessment and was approved for my surgery in just under 3 weeks. <SIGH. OF. RELIEF.> 😜😀

Boo! Fuck em! They clearly don’t know what hot looks like 😃

Glad things are back on track ❤️‍🩹

Thanks for your support ❤️😀