So I managed to beat Devourer of Gods in Terraria yesterday (technically today. around 10h ago) and I still can't really believe it

A small fluffy black kitten with big shiny eyes jumps happily on a soft purple-to-green gradient background. Above it, a gentle message about finding strength and letting go of the urge to give up. The kitten says, ‘You’ve got this!

Sending this little kitty to anyone who needs a hug for their heart today. 🐾🤍

I might have fixed a small issue I had with the background/wallpapers that appeared out of nowhere a few days ago. I swear I hate that something randomly broke and I got panicky because it never happened before. If it's just a Windows things... XD I really need to figure out Linux, don't I? >.>

Thank you! c: It got slightly better but it's still painful. At this point I'm hoping it will be gone before I get to bed

My motivation to stream is severely lacking. Not sure what to do about it.
A part of me would just start fresh just so maybe I can have some peace but I'd still need to put so much work and figure out even something as simple as the goddamn name for the channel... >.>

Migraine is kicking my ass today. Elp

Pheeeew, yapping session done. Time to get back to work :3
We'll see when I'm gonna write here again with another update or something else

There's just so much stuff to do everywhere I'm not sure what to focus on. That unfortunately makes me not stream much (one of the reasons at least). Though I'm trying to figure out what to do with the channel and how I want it to be. I swear I'll end up swapping from bunny to something else lmao

bunch of stuff in general. Trying to figure out what to do and how about a lot of things. Also trying to clean my PC a bit and move from Discord but jesus, that's hectic... If I get to the point of swapping to Linux which I hope happens, I hope my PC will be clean at that point lol

But yeah, I'm all over the place. I lurk on streams, I play games, I'm trying to get things done for writing. I want to go back to learn how to draw because I want to draw some hot characters and just goof around with emotes and such >.<
I'm slowly trying to learn a language. I'm contemplating a

when I was a kid and I didn't know English back then XD It feels so weird but hey, I'm trying to get used to the language. Also I got insanely happy and proud to hear that I nailed pronouncing a simple word the other day. I'm actually screaming and I'm still smiling like crazy thinking about it <3

it's basically mandatory that I do it now too. I just have to.

Been also trying a bit more to learn the language. I'm goofing around far too early and swapping language in a game or two that I know enough to be able to still play despite not understanding anything. So just like I used to play

My brain also demanded to (re)play some games. I have some titles that I wanted to try or get back to and there are some real big nostalgia hits for me that I just need. And for the sake of nostalgia and playing them right... Any that I can set up with audio/language that I used when I was a kid,

Other than PoE, we went back to Terraria recently. Calamity is such a good mod, omfg. We finished it ~3 days ago? And I'm sad because I enjoyed it so much. I want more :< We're going through another big mod though so I hope this one will also do for the time being.

Also I played PoE more recently. Got another character ^.- But at least this one is at the stage that feels nice to play unlike, idk, 3 or 4 others? And those are not quite there yet. I will continue playing PoE this league as long as the servers don't screw me over and my PC can handle it

time to get done. I haven't figured if I want to just put all ideas in chronological order (good luck for me XD) or just make an extended version with a lot of details as a description for the chapters so I know exactly what needs to be added. Both require a lot of time and brainpower. We'll see.

for the chapters I didn't manage to rewrite in the current draft. It's a chaotic mess and I just want to simply write instead of sitting and scrolling through the file to make sure I put everything in there. >.> So I guess I may not get to the new draft for some time because that will take a lot of

But other than that
I've been working on storyline more so I can get to the new draft going. At this rate I think I have all the needed stuff for the rewrite of whatever I had in the current draft, so I could start working on it. BUT I will most likely go through the insane mess that are the files

I've been a mess for a couple of days recently. Going to sleep far too late because I can't rest, waking up multiple times and sleeping for most of the daytime and still not having enough so I could sleep till evening but I do get my butt outside of the bed before that happens. It's a struggle tho

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...That gauntlet will be rough xD

Oh, thank you! I'll have to tune into his stream and see the announcement then :D

Oh, a Gauntlet, you say?? 👀Well, Ziz will have my attention lmao I will try to participate for sure, I just don't think I'll get far hahaha

And that will allow me to focus on other stuff too.
With that being said, if I try to get other builds going and it's not too boring, I could probably try to stream in the meantime if I know I can keep my attention on the game. I have not been streaming much for quite some time now and I feel bad XD

I assume that if someone asked me at any point of the league if I want to hop on and help with anything, I'd do it no problem even if I was done with the league personally. So yeah, at least so far no burnout on the horizon but I will play less personally since I achieved what I wanted with the main

So maybe it's not the point of the burnout that much yet. I still have some ideas and want to get the other builds going properly. Maybe not the wardloop one because there's no way I'm farming currency for that one. It's an absurd amount of currency I'd need for it xD

I said I might be getting to a burnout point. Considering I already played for almost 500h this league and it's not even a month yet... Yeah that could make sense XD I pushed hard. Hence why I got 40/40 already too.
At the same time, I will be helping out especially my friend if needed

and set up my account fully somewhere else but I stopped half way there because it's overwhelming.
I was supposed to clean my PC... Learn to draw. Learn the language more...
The list of 'i was supposed to do X' doesn't end there but jeez there's so much to do D:

stuff in later parts in the files just so I don't lose my mind later on and (re)writing goes smoothly.
I was supposed to be gaming recently but all I've done in terms of that was PoE (not complaining but I might be getting to a burnout point of the league?)
I was supposed to move things from Discord

I was supposed to catch up with posts over here for a few days and I still have no motivation to go through it >.<
I was supposed to figure out the storyline bits at the start since I'm gonna do the new draft. I'm almost done with that? But I think I may need to do the insane thing of chronological