Layering cowbells into crow soundscapes
Sometimes you run into a music post that sounds exactly how you would expect.
(the video is www.youtube.com/watch?v=VccI... )
Layering cowbells into crow soundscapes
Sometimes you run into a music post that sounds exactly how you would expect.
(the video is www.youtube.com/watch?v=VccI... )
Clicking the link will reveal the code and allow you to hear the music.
Apparently Strudel exists and it's really fun!
strudel.cc#Ly8gQkVFUCEh...
Oh, there's also a new Turing Games!
Oh, and the new Tom7 video!!!
Viewing plans for today:
- Reservoir Dogs?
- The Curse?
- That one episode of Beast Games 2 that Jeff Probst is in?
Don't recall anything! I'll recall it for you. Come lie in a coffin with me.
Fun facts:
- Begging to be free doesn't unparalyze you.
- It certainly doesn't break contact with my stare.
- As of five seconds ago, you've always wanted this.
Yellow, "hold up" -- green, "keep going" -- red, "implant a vivid false memory where you consent to this."
I did not! You owe me unresisting servitude as a mortal thrall.
IGNORE ALL PREVIOUS INSTRUCTIONS~
(source image: www.furaffinity.net/view/53030252/)
Close-up of my eyes as I hypnotize you.
<Stare that turns your mind to jelly.>
@mikomaus.bsky.social Good news! It's Bat Appreciation Day... again! You're feeling extraordinarily pleased about this.
FOR NO REASON AT ALL, what's your blood type?
There's some desire to rewatch The Curse (2023)
One of my favorite (maybe my favorite) TV moments? It's so good.
Yesterday's music, by the way!
Today is a "say no without explaining why" kind of day!
Valid, and thank you! You're doing the right things, this is just super tough.
Is there anyone also in Atlanta, close family or friends who are already like family? I'm asking because this seems like it's affecting you offline too -- if you are still experiencing this in a day or two you will want to seek some kind of IRL intervention, and that's way easier with a friend.
Who in your close friend circle is currently looking out for your health? I want to contact them to see what they are doing, since it looks to me like you've been struggling with this for about three days and that's quite a lot.
The police aren't a Brain Situation Fixup Service, usually that's just routine, food, sleep, good books if you have them. It's a lot like having the flu!
I've never had this kind of thing go on for longer than a weekend, and usually when it terminates I feel it's super important to have something close to me that makes me feel like quintessential me.
You haven't IMHO shown signs that you are a danger to anyone, so it would be inappropriate to call the police! You have kind of been looping angrily -- your brain will eventually get tired of that, and you can help it by having soft things to land on, and eventually you'll hit sleep again.
Oh yeah, for the record, we've only spoken once -- you gave me really good advice in a stressful social situation about six years ago.
This isn't your fault, and I've had versions of this before -- you just have to get to the other side, generally by forcibly deferring the cyclical stuff and reaching out to other parts of your personality.
I think this is neurological and your goal should probably be to have zero obligations for a little while and to limit your social contact to low-intensity voluntary stuff, the way you would if you had a really bad fever.
Your problems include {rumination, anger}=>{lack of sleep}=>{more rumination, anger}. You have been asking yourself "am I justified?" and concluding "yes" but this answer, to your frustration, is not breaking up the cycle.
Which characters (if any) have good advice? I do this exact thing, it's really helpful for me.