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they were nazis with torture facilities until 80 years ago, in case yall have forgotten after watching too many animes, and they now have the worst combo of inferiority complex and nationalism going on.
it honestly feels soooooo good seeing jp people finally getting exposed for their racism sexism and misogyny (amongst others) because of the new twt autotranslate feature and getting their asscheeks clapped hard by the whole world. enough with the stereotype they’re a kind people.
japanese men all about “protecting rules” except when it’s their turn to abide by them
men have the gall to walk on the wrong side of the sidewalk and look at you, a FEMALE, as if you’re crazy for not getting out of their way. bitch how about you go to your lane??
genshin is a surprisingly fair gacha, as much as gachas can be considered fair. it gets a lot of shit just because it’s the most popular, like all mainstream stuff.
i’d compare it to stygian except stygian gives primos up to the “normal” hard difficulty but the last 2 stages are more for whales. lads endgame rewards are ALL for whales/dolphins at least
maybe unpopular opinion but the Hunter Contest stages in LADS are too difficult. yes, my teams are not fully maxed but if i compare it with other gacha games, lads doesnt give you enough resoirces to level up all the necessary cards unless u pay and the difficulty is too high
避難先アカウント作りました。これは人生で初めて描いたファイモス‼️
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Xで検索かからないのでこちらに……
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i wanna complain sooooo bad but it’s about fandom behaviors and so it’s eh whatever and it’s already midnight anyway 😴
anyways.
i will say, everything looked spectacular
and Zeitlind’s final scene got me a lil emotional 🥹 i hope she finds her sister. the whole thing about melancholy = depression = suicide was… kind of unexpected from gnshn
finished. somehow the climax fight was very anti-climatic. why did i think we would find out anything at all. just this guy being jealous of rule-breakers.
you, yes you 🫵 watch this #phaidei vt.tiktok.com/ZSHKSyDfL/
the article also says disorganized attachment doesn’t happen in all relationships which makes me feel so relieved bc yes, i do agree! though it’s scary because the potential of the trigger>disengage pattern still exists.
i rlly want to work through it and learn how to cope/fix it oof
me when i see my own issues in others: abort mission!!!!!!
ITS FUNNY BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THIS PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE SECURE AND MENTALLY STABLE lmaoooo it’s always the insecure ones or the ones who clearly need therapy but are too stubborn to go who end up triggering me and making me disengage from the rlship aaaaa im connecting the dots
but now that i think of it (the article i’m reading talks about triggers), i get so triggered by people in my relationships withholding communication (> like my father > avoidance) and people disrespecting my social boundaries (> my mother > anxiety). this is crazy eye-opening but so obvious omg lol
PULXE Breakers
#HonkaiStarRail
also because this behavior gen makes me feel so ashamed of myself, i guess it was harder to bring up, so i started with the more pressing matters which were also “less shameful” now that i “observe” them in retrospect. sigh.
now researching how to fix this because i swear it’s been bothering me all my life and it makes me so sad and angry and confused.
wish i could go back to my therapist, somehow i had so much stuff to go through at the time, there was no space for this particular issue 😭
i always thought i was avoidant but i couldn’t figure out why im completely fine with some people and switch on some others (especially those i consider to be closer).
i’ve just come across disorganized attachment and oh boy. dat me.
eldest daughters who had to raise themselves and their siblings, keep the peace and defend themselves and become independent asap since a young age yes
i also sub-main Xavier (and was sub-maining Raf too but i gave up on him) and there’s never a time they say something that touches me as deeply as some of the stuff Sylus says 😭
sylus was made for eldest daughters fr
now i’ve got the girlfriends at C2. i hope they get some sort of boost in the near future cause raiden especially plays so bad for a C2R1 character 🥲