feeling like shit again

this time in multiple different ways

!
forgot to eep
shall do so now

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apologies i was confusion

whoami

?
you not do anythign

all that was in this empty vessel has left.
felis
susie
chara
even m2 seems to have left

and i am beginning to doubt kris/aves is here either.

once again
feel empty
only thing i feel rn is
sick

going to attempt an eep via using my manual switch method but not having a headmate switch in
just me switching out

hgfghhhgvfvbnk
kjvc
cant
talk
good

ggffgbbnvcc...

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rkggmgnbfngbf...

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fknfbfkck

u have actual projects you are interested in
i am unable to creativity

cant
even

do basic things
like
hygiene

still
pathetic
suck at it all
barely effort
end up unintentionally being a jackass to ppl that interact with me irl
etc

jcjodcncdknx

am ver
pathetic

there goes my emotions again
gone
not to be found for another unknown period of time

am

am pathetic

literally failing all of my classes except the one i just did an assignment for yesterday

👍

success?

atempting tonhold onto consciousness
uncertain of reasoning but
eyes automatically closing and legs is freeze up

is
too vague
too unclear
brain
too
blurryktjff

ah
theres the lack of emotion i get every night for a reason that as far as i can tell is unexplainable

gljfbdnsk
future filled with studio apartment and mcdonald's job for rest of my life is the only realistic future for me

am failure
i know the consequences and everyrhing
and yet
in school
i do nothing but play games

sometimes i feel like im been faking my emotions and stuff this whole time and in reality im emotionless

kfhfnd
braind saywe need eep but i nit want to eep rn i just wannaddndj