I'm sorry but this b*tch is scared of employment 😞 LMAO

[5] I feel frustrated with myself... I'm frustrated why I have anxiety... Why can't I be normal? Why can't I be like others who have a nice plan in life for their family.

[4] But... People around me see the thing I'm doing is ... Useless. Not a real thing that can help me and my family to have a stable life. I can earn some money in the arts but that's enough...

Man, I don't know what to say next...

[3] Yeah, I'm supposed to be immune to that because I survived those years. But man, I just...feel tired to always feel like that. Always scared, racing hearts, should follow this and that. So right now, I just want to do the thing I enjoyed and love.

[2] I'm done being a student, now I'm supposed to be an employee. And I still have anxiety. I can't remember if I cried when I'm scared before, but right now I want to cry. Maybe because I'm not just scared but I also feel I don't want to work.
"Aren't you supposed to be immune to your anxiety?"

/Vent (I'm sorry I don't have anyone I can to talk to about these things 😞)

Soooo, when I'm still a student, I have anxiety. I can't eat my breakfast properly. I'm always scared of how my day will go. Every year, in my first month or two, I always feel anxious. Now, I graduated ! [1]

WOAAHHH

1 SLOT LEFT! ლ⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠ლ⁠)

I'm so excited for the District V stream of my oshi but I have an important thing I need to do tomorrow. I hope this one will be a good one 🥹🍀 huhuhu

Commission Open. 2 slots!
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#artist #art #commissionopen #digitaldrawing

Zali and Vkei hmmm 🤔

I designed this last year and I really want to finish this but I can't find the energy to work on it 😞😭

And then Wilson will be a freaking Lolita alxnksnaka

Vanta as a Gyaruo ??? Kwxbxjnak I've been thinking about this for a while now. His hair reminds me of Gyarou hairstyle,

The lucky winner is ... YU Q WILSON AHAHAHAH

I really love his comment on the Illustration I made for his Bday. I think that is the most beautiful compliment I received wkdnska I'm so soooo happy he can feel/taste the warmth in the piece 😭 I'm struggling to show it in this piece and made a lot of attempts at coloring (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

Which of my Oshi will be in this pose? Hmm akcndknakdncka

Stupid twink

Colored sketch Commission! o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o #artist #arts #illustration

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For the 2nd time I cried in front of my mother, showing how heavy the situation was for me lately. But the words i want to say can't escape from my mouth. I hope I can say it to you, mama how heavy my thoughts are lately. But I know what you are carrying is heavier than mine

I really want to draw YuQWilson under the sun with a bright smile (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

YIPPEEEEEE #shuyamino #nijisanjien #yaminoart

My 2025 art Summary! YIPPEE MY AWESOME SUGOI LIFE o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o

#artist #illustration #2025artsummary

The other day I felt so motivated and energized to draw, but it got ruined immediately because of the issue about AI