Image is a digital illustration of a pale qilin-like creature racing across a flat terrain as foliage sprouts up from its hoof tracks. Looming overhead amongst the the deep blue sky's clouds is a large cervid creature overgrown with vegetation and speckled with otherworldly glowing markings. #furryart #furry

『 INERTIA ☁️🍃 』 ─ ✧˖°

repressed eroticism

or something! I was looking at confessional paintings for a different thing I was working on, and there's something in the composition and scenery intent that reminded me of pyramus and thisbe. so this is. a combination of all those things

[oc] John :3

Booster separation confirmed

"Get healed bottom."

A photo of the poster's hand holding a gallon-sized back with some fettuccine Alfredo pasta inside. The bag is steamed up some, showing that the pasta is still warm. The background is an opening elevator door.

you take me down after a 3-phase boss fight and all i drop is a [bag of leftover fettuccine alfredo] wyd?

so this is masking and not compulsive lying apparently

also i forgot my meds this morning and The Thoughts breached containment so im wondering if i should delete these but also like. they have already been posted what is the point. cannot put that toothpaste back into the tube.

"im fine" my continued existence in this world is linked to my access to discord servers and video games that could be revoked at any time for any reason

"im fine" it takes all day to recover from waking up exhausted and in pain just in time to sleep again and start the cycle over

"im fine" IM NOT

"im fine" i was saving that treat for when i rly needed it and now its gone bad

"im fine" i am being crushed by the weight of my own powerlessness in a world that wasnt made for people like me

"im fine" i am in pain all the time and am constantly exhausted regardless of amount or quality of sleep

starting to get the feeling that being really good at convincing people youre not basically one dropped plate away from total collapse at all times not only gives people a very false sense of what youre actually capable of handling at a given time but also counts as compulsive lying

so now fingerprinting is all digital and i dunno why i was surprised by that but i was???

the last time i got fingerprinted it was like two decades ago, technological advancement should not catch me offguard lmao

AND YET...

i did it btw. im building a waffle house there.

me: im reading a minecraft tutorial on what dumb shit i shouldnt do bc i keep doing dumb shit i shouldnt do

me, half an hour later: bet i could blow a hole in the nether roof if i put my mind to it

yeah student debt forgiveness would be great, but you know what i want? sleep debt forgiveness

shoves an entire hotdog into my mouth whole and suddenly have a suspiciously hotdog-shaped head

eats a hotdog on public transportation but instead of doing it seductively i bite it from the middle and chew it into my mouth bit by bit like a cartoon dog

granted it does feel like some final destination shit when she leaves me on the table looking like a porcupine and walks off to let me chill, but at that point I'm so relaxed i would just ooze right through death's fingers if he tried anything

acupuncture with electrostim therapy for the really bad bits is MAGICAL tho holy fuuuuuuck I can get a couple low pain days out of a single session and its wonderful???

just WOW okay and I'm so relaxed after too????? its GREAT homg

see if you had told me a few weeks ago that i would see major pain reduction for a day or two after having electrified needles stuck in my body, i would probably not have believed you but would have been willing to try

as it turns out, acupuncture is fucking amazing and really relaxing???

anyway as it turns out theyre so deep-rooted that like 90% of the people in my head also have abandonment issues so its fine but im still gonna act like a neurotic dog about it for the foreseeable future

deadass when the body is too tired to run nonessential subprocesses and alters just nope off to bed instead of sticking around to have thoughts about whatever is going on at the time and it gets real quiet in my head i get real anxious now bc What If They Don't Come Back

tfw ur abandonment issues are so bad u have to tell ur therapist that ur afraid that the people living in ur head that you made up to deal with your other trauma will leave u too

“clown event still possible” put that in your pocket, I can already tell you that this is the key phrase of 2026

okay, but if "America" was an RPG, your character's respawn point after dying would in fact be the closest Waffle House

left image: pixelated image of a man in a shower from 'shower with your dad simulator 2015' right image: isiah mustafa from 'old spice' tv commercials on the beach under a shower wearing a towel

wonderful news everyone i have enabled dlss 5 on 'shower with your dad simulator 2015'

I get logged out
and I log in again

anyway unexpected Dr Pepper windfall today thank u to the deities who got my back yallre great 🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

church of the divine parrotthead should be a thing okay

plus i have _no_ idea what to offer jimmy buffett so ive just been singing his songs more often

"but jimmy buffett isnt--" go look at his concerts n tailgates and come back. those are religious experiences and that man only died because he had to ascend to godhood and u cannot convince me otherwise