between today and friday is when i find out if i got the job or not
there is so much riding on this decision and im filled with so much anxiety just waiting on this email or phone call

i feel like i did sooooo bad but the questions were so hard and not at all what i prepared for
and i prepared for a lot

i had an interview this morning
i feel like im gonna pass out

and i get that it’s “just a game” but games are more than that now
they’re a form of art medium and red barrel has done just amazing things with it and i guess i just want ppl to appreciate it for what its msgs are conveying

i need red barrel to do something to out freak the freaks that are sexualizing the prime assets and ex-pop
something to just seriously make those ppl sick to their stomach and realize what they’re allowing themselves to enjoy these horrible things and not seeing the bigger picture

and it’s just bothering me so much
like i wish ppl would take the msgs in the game seriously but i know that most ppl just don’t have the reading comprehension to do that
and so many ppl are horny for the most disgusting characters in the game like easternan, bambino, cole, and now liliya

maybe it’s just my corner of the internet but i feel like outlast has gotten really popular lately and these like new fans are just making it all into a joke and just sexualizing everything and thinking it’s okay bc the game has those themes already but it’s not something to make fun of

"they don't know how to express the idea" here's rian johnson's storyboard for knives out

pick up a pencil and a napkin

HIGHGUARD LOOKS INSANE HELLO??
i will absolutely be playing that

miss piggy what are you doing here

IRON LUNG IS GONNA BE PLAYING AT MY LOCAL THEATER I AM SO EXCITED

dispatch is so good
all these edits i’m seeing are making me feel like im in middle school again watching legend of zelda amvs

job apps and reaching out to people you haven’t spoken to in over a year is so incredibly scary

pumpkin

The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess promotional artwork.

boss said to put some youtube on the tv so obviously i have to put on outdoor boys

daredevil groove #art #apexlegends

my 68yr old boss just asked me if some kid had a labubu thing
it was a mini toothless plushie

back to researching about grad school and just the thought of it has been keeping me up at night
it’s all so scary to me

i’m walking at the beach alone i’m having so much fun :)

with the warm weather coming it’s time for my annual listening to in the heights

i’ve practically lived in my car the past week and i’ve still got 4 hours to go

first long distance trip driving alone i’m excited to see my sister but also a little nervous for the drive but also like what im going up there to do l lol

WAIT ROGER CRAIG SMITH IS THE NARRATOR FOR SAY YES TO THE DRESS I CANNOT BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS LONG TO FIND THAT OUT OH MY GOD

Midna [ Twilight Princess ] #TLOZ 🧡

i am getting so much matcha content like everywhere and i’ve never had it

i am so proud of my little brother rn one of his artworks made it into the national art honors juried exhibition and he’s only 16 i remember him working and stressing about this piece to i 🥹

this weekend of trials was booming, destiny 2 needed this www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7Wn...

TURN HIS TV OFF