#cfc observations 1: I didn't go. I didn't watch it. I'm not going to watch it. I got socially relaxed with my wife for her birthday mean in Chichester. Came home and watched Bowie at Glastonbury DVD. I chose wisely

I bought a water flosser. An oral irrigator as it's also known. I now know what it feels like to be waterboarded!

How has it come to this. Not even anger any more......it's like we've been anaesthetised

Failing. Another Potter

It was worse being there Clive. Utterly joyless and dead.

I'm not down or depressed. But I'm cold. I feel nothing toward the squad, the club, the project. I'm like a fucking Vulcan....no emotions. No feelings. No despair. Just unparalleled apathy. How the fuck has it come to this? Sayonara folks....

....an average. There is not a single positive to pull from that. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Zero. It doesn't define our season but it does in graphic detail the model has failed. And BlueCo must see that because it's on show and public.

#cfc observations 1 : And only one. A shocker. OK 1st half. Awful 2nd half. Not one of our player's would get into that City side. I can't even give a MotM award to any of our players. Palmer dismal. Neto pub level. Pedro lost. Steve....ignored. At best we'd get 4/10 as.....

Straws...clutching etc....😆

#cfc observations : Prologue. Off to the Bridge soon. I cannot describe how fucking unenthusiastic I am about this. No doubt will meet the usual greats Pre-match but it's getting A bit of a expensive reason to meet friends. But...it's 11 vs 11 so maybe...just maybe #chemci

Wise wordsT . I will remember them x

This is how I feel...I enjoy games...well..some games....if I'm a neutral

They are on the list to be checked out!

...who knows. Maybe I think it's lost me (see earlier #bowie tweet) but maybe it's me that's lost football? Maybe this is why I genuinely can't be enthusiastic about #chemcy tomorrow?.

.....i love playing it though. But my variant (walking football) isn't ruined by money, politics, hype, VAR, hatred or cynicism. The PL is starting to irritate the fuck out of me. Maybe I just value time doing other things more. Maybe the World Cup will reignite the game for me.

#gj observations 2: Different this time. Hear me out. I love #cfc. They're my club. since 19-fucking-70. But I'm rapidly falling out of love with football. With going to it. With watching it. I enjoy watching games as a neutral but less so with skin in the game.....

...for a #cfc torture session tomorrow that I've willingly paid for. Like a twat.

...and boy does it show that I lost him rather than the other way. Heathen, Black Tie, Toy, Let's Dance, Tonight have had me singing whilst walking the dogs. Suits me as it keeps people away from me lol. Anyway....that's enough for now as I have to get brain ready.....

.....the patience and time. However the post SM stuff is new music to me (some of it) and as #bowie has so much investment in my early formative teen years and changed my life in so many ways then and going forwards, he has some big cachet in my brain cupboard and gets time.....

.....etc. Human League, Heaven 17, Duran Duran, Spandau, ABC etc.....all took Bowie's place. And to a degree PF and LZ as well. Now I'm listening to the post Scary Monsters stuff and I love it. Bearing in mind at my age I'm not really into New Music...my music brain doesn't have...

...and meant you could skip tracks more easily than picking up a tone arm and gently placing it on the track you wanted. A true feat if...ahem....socially relaxed. Peer pressure around the 80s saw me become a faux New Romantic, wedge haircut, pixie boots, cap sleeve shirts...

#gj observations 1: periodic. Sporadic. #Bowie. I thought Bowie lost me after Scary Monsters LP (ask your parents what an LP is!). But it turns out I LOST #Bowie. Maybe it was PF and LZ, maybe work meant no longer siting down and listening to music. CDs were new....

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Yep I'll be glued watching that. I've seen the tidied footage at Kennedy Space Centre which was eye popping but that was 10 years ago....tech has moved massively since

Me next to my old 34" waist jeans which looked like I'd robbed a skip or a tramp to get them. Now nicely fitted into 32" waist jeans. 23kg down since November 2024.

I remember watching the Apollo missions when I was a young boy. Watching Artemis II yesterday was equally thrilling at 64. Inside I became 9 again. Bon Voyage. It's about bloody time 😂

Today is a day full of stuff to do when I feel like doing nothing.

Agreed. Looks way out of his depth