Im so tired

I feel so worthless

I deserve to be alone. Everyone ignores me anyways when I am Hurting.

I think I made the right decision on keep being alone and not ask to rejoin my old Yugioh team. I hate this game so much and I want to keep being toxic and keep playing it. Every other form of self-destruction is so expensive so let me have this fuckass shit. I want my mental to keep decaying.

I want a day for my fucking self.

I am not even gonna do much I just wanna bum out on a day I don't work and have my coffee.

Fuck my parent want to go to church. Im an adult I wanna sleep in. I don't want them to use my siblings as proxies to manipulate me. I want the right to stand my ground to evem do what I want. Im so tired. Im an adult.

I wanna be selfish I want everything to go my way im so tired of being shafted in every possible facets of my life

Make my fucking life easier and say I am trash at thus game straight to my face. And I will never Win fucking game for me once in my life. Say my deck is God awful garbage let me crash the fuck out let me fucking yell because its so painful I wanna be upset. Let me fucking tilt..

Like holy shit i should be overreacting but this shit was supposed to keep me happy but fuck it so painful let me fucking play properly. Also my brother needs to shut the fuck up lemme play I don't wanna switch decks you fucking idiot its either I keep losing this fuckass game or win. End of talk.

Yugioh sucks so much for a fucking game and I am gonna keep playing this fuckasa garbage because I am just an idiot chud who's too fucking stubborn to stop and I also have a sunk cost fallacy in this shitass game. Like I am going to keep fucking sucking and keep spending fucking money on this BS

I fucking hate Genesys format.

I feel like someone like myself isn't fit for this world

I want to love myself but I hate myself so much.

Stupid vent again so like I saw this beautiful, extremely gorgeous tall woman she looks to be around 6"1 and like It made me feel sad because Im 5"7 and I hate how I am thinking that would be impossible for me to have a partner like that....

I actually wanna d1e

Gonna get this off my chest but whenever my co-workers gets irked that i go home early all the time, he should really fuck off because I am going home early when i get the chance because I have mental health problems and like maybe I need that chance to get away from it all.

Congratulations 🎉

Honestly mentally I feel at my worst right now. Like idk why, but I feel like I am at my worst. I am supposed to feel happy that I got the vacay days that I want for my trip to Japan/Philippines

But all I am thinking about is ending my own life. Like am I lonely ornI hate how my life will turn out?

Gonna treat this acct as my priv most likely.

i watch this fight once a week just to feel something

I think the other site is down

Im so tired

Done. Everything should be good

Im chill rn just running errands

I gotta sort things out

Happy New Year!!! 🎊

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Happy Saturday everyone!

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