I feel like giving up

Bumping for morning folks. So sorry... v_v

Reposting would help a lot. Do it for my birthday (please) 🥺

It's my birthday.

I celebrated by working overnight til 6am. At least I did well. Still a far cry from what I need...

Oh and I got a very nice artwork from my amazing wife. 💖

Basically wanna say I've been trying to fix my situation, been trying to work but I can't catch a break. It's all too much & I need help to get back to a point where I can manage again

If you're able to help someone affected by storms keep a place to live plz donate

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

I have been working when weather permits. I have been earning money and paying bills. But I'm just so behind on everything & it piles up so fast 😭

I've managed to pay electric, insurance & overdue Internet & credit cards. I'm caught up on everything but loans & rent but rent is so insurmountable 😢

Feb 7 is my birthday. I won't be celebrating bc I owe $1400 rent by 2/10 (for Jan rent) then on 2/11 they file a court case for owed Feb rent

In total I need about $3000. Feb 20 starts a new lease & idk what the final amount will be

My biggest wish is just to be caught up so I can move forward 🥺🙏

Court summons 2/10/26 at 9am for eviction

Payment due $1399.15

At least 6 inches of snow covering an apartment parking lot in NC

Due to the ice storms in NC I've lost a wk+ of work (Doordash) in a crucial time of trying to get back on my feet

I fell behind bc of car issues, now 2 mo behind on rent, finally starting to get back on track & now this 😞

I need $1400 by Feb 10 to avoid eviction 🙏

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

Woman with a serious face and a black hoodie with The Capitol being struck by lightning flicks off a huge sheet of ice from her car

My feelings on Ice have never been clearer.

From terrorizing the streets of our cities to freezing the streets and stopping me from working for multiple days, I've had it with ICE!

#fuckice #goawayice #leaveusalone #snowisok

If I can get past this & get out of this giant hole I should be able to get back on my feet

I need time to find a better, steady source of income. I need time to get my biz situated & regain control of my life

But time has run out. If evicted, there is no plan B

🙏

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

The full amount of rent that is due is $2900 (for Dec/Jan)

I'm looking for jobs too but most of what I can get I need a car

I'm also a starving artist trying to find illustration/graphic design jobs. Not materializing fast enough

Once I reg my car I can earnestly focus on work but I'm so behind😞

My car is directly linked to my income. For the last 2 months I've been trying to get it drivable & legal

It's now finally driving but I still need $146 just to switch title over

Managed to get $ to keep electricity, avoid sl default, repair car + $600 toward rent but it's far from enough...

I'm sorry to have to do this again & also for not doing it sooner😞

I'm trying to better my situation but I've had a bad two months. Due to car issues I am so far behind on rent

I have until 1/15 to come up with Dec rent. I need $1000 to avoid eviction

Please help🙏

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

UPDATE: I got it. I'm safe again for now. Thank you. 💓

I swear this recurring nightmare will end someday.

Some day we will be better off. Some day I won't need to rely on others so much.

That time isn't now, but I'm determined to change things. I just don't know quite how, but things will get better.

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I can do custom art commissions, photo comms (posing/modeling), illustration, graphic design-

I desperately need help with rent & I only have 1.5 days (12/2) to get $1575

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

I have ko-fi too. Any donation helps tho that's a lotta coffees

www.ko-fi.com/jaynitigerpaw

I'm waiting on the title to be sent to me so I can register. Otherwise car is ready to go but I lost a month of work trying to overcome the loss of my only vehicle

I've looked for other work, work from home or design stuff, but I struck out and now I'm out of time

Please, help us get past this....

For some additional context -

My wife is disabled but not on disability. My only job was Doordash until I can find something better

I can't do my job bc my car was totaled last month & I had surgery right after. I had to find a cheap car we could get running & we finally did but I can't register

Hi all. Happy holidays

I'm in a very bad bind right now & I need a small miracle

I owe $1575 for OD rent/fees. Eviction court on Dec 2

Car issues have kept me unable to work (Doordash), all funds went to fixing the car. Now I'm out of money & time. Please help 🙏

Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

Should I try this? I could maybe make something to be proud of and help my community too

I had to get a Lyft just to buy cat food bc they were completely out. Just going to the store and back is now like $20 😫

No source of income means the bit of money I have will soon be gone and then I'll have to ask for rent too...

I paid my electric at least. But I need to get back to work ASAP 🥺😔

Hi. I need to bump this again. Sorry

Nov rent is due 11/5. I've none of it saved. Why? Bc I still don't have a car so I've no way to work

I can't keep wasting $ on rides. I NEED A CHEAP CAR NOW!

Need $700 for a car before I even think of rent or food (almost out)

Paypal - jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

The concept of becoming successful doing what I love seems impossible to me

I keep trying to find ways to replicate what others have done, wishing I could create something a fraction as impactful

I just can't

I just wanted to be happy & to make others happy. Instead I find only struggle & failure

I used to have things to offer to certain groups. I was creative, an artist, a musician, someone who shared their talents bc it was fun

But it feels like I'm not able to do that anymore. The wholesome joy of simply creating is gone. Its all about survival now. Art for its own sake feels pointless

Myself (Jayni) in my car

Mom & Me. My mom loves me unconditionally and I love her too. I'm so thankful she has accepted me fully as who I am

Myself and my lovely wife out on an animal reserve on a beautiful sunny day

I want you all to know that I'm more than just a person who asks for money all the time

I'm just another poor trans girl trying to survive living in the US. I love cats, basketball & punk rock

I can be overly emotional, always sappy & just wanting to love & be loved

Luckily, I am. ^^ (Mom/Kat❤️)

300,000 miles on the dot

She was a good car.

How stupid is it to cry over a car...

Not bc I lost my car, but bc she was a car that I named, humanized, and cared about like a good friend

She supported me, got me to my appts, & probably saved my life, sacrificing herself in the process.

I always hate goodbyes...

Thanks for everything, Leia ❤️

I just sold my car to the junker... 😔

It wasn't just a car. Her name was Leia. Named after a blink 182 song about Star Wars from the album that came out when she was made (I thought she was a 97 Camry but she was made in 96)

I'm so sorry Leia. You deserved better 😢💔

I still need ~$650...See below

Bumping this. I really need a car to survive. This is a scary situation made worse by the prospect of falling behind so much I can't catch up.

I wish I didn't have to ask for help, but I don't know what else to do. ☹️

If I don't get a car & get back to work ASAP, bills will pile up fast. I can't even pay my electric or buy food. Emergency fund is non existent (again, Doordash driver)

Paypal - jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

Please & thank you 🙏

Just to be clear, I wasn't under the influence of anything. I was Doordashing on a long, mostly straight road late at night & I chose the worst possible moment to end my Dash, bc I didn't see the approaching 90 degree turn until it was too late.

No one else was involved. Just me, the ditch & a tree

So I crashed my car about a week ago... 😔

Luckily I didn't get seriously injured, but now I have no car & I'm a Doordash driver so now I can't make money. 😭

I need about $1000 for a cheap car on FB. I also have electric bill due Mon & rent soon

My PayPal is jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com - Please help 🙏