ah yes, another badge of unemployment, yippieee

So many things I talk myself out of doing and saying.

Some would claim I have issues with impulsivity, but they don't know what kind of terrible hurricane rages in my head 24/7.

The fact that so little makes it out is a miracle I'm careful to appreciate.

The way profit maxxing corpo culture has invaded every form of art through algorithms pushing people into daily posting is really weighing on me lately. Efficiency and regularity of making "content" being prized above all else feels so grim, man.

except for cities. i do not love cities. ah please fix whatever the hell caused this

and building collision and stratagems bouncing and being unable to steer my pod and WHY ARE THEY *ALWAYS* THE MOST DUST-FILLED PLACES IN THE UNIVERSE, AT LEAST LET ME SEE ;_;

This is the single funniest thing I have ever seen Bluesky staff do.

BLUESKY IS A WEBSITE THAT TURNS (post by jay.bsky.team claiming that bluesky is made with AI) INTO (picture of bluesky not working)

i love this dumbass game

happ

Candle Knight 🕯️

glorpcore

wippers update. more refinement, thinking about what i wanna do with some parts of the arms... friend suggested tattered-looking chainmail? time to learn how to paint the impression of chainmail ig lmao

me when im stressed & need to mentally work thru some shit somehow finding peace in some of the most masochistic games known to man, "it's therapeutic" i claim

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#dragon #painting #commission #monster

Ko-fi shop featuring 3 paintings

Hello friends 💙 I lowered pricing for my smallest works and added a medium-sized one that I love, but should go.

You can reserve them if needed and/or pay in a plan, which will be invoiced instead of thru the shop.

ko-fi.com/bioluminosit...

New Elden Ring art !
HD available on ptreon !

You make me wanna draw them more ngl. Their face is so fun...

It's exhausting that we're seen as some big bad evil lurking in the background, & still expected to stand up for everyone/everything else.

Idk. I'm just venting. Obviously everyone can't do everything at once, but I'm tired. I'm allowed that. I'm going to use whatever I can to minimize my misery.

Early February, RFK Jr claimed that keto diets could cure schizophrenia. Nobody cared.

Back when Trump was claiming immigrants were criminals from mental asylums, there was still woefully little conversation about mentally ill persons being used as some sort of boogeyman for the bajillionth time.

I can't lie, it feels uniquely draining to feel this constant passive guilt for not being some sort of activist while being as mentally ill as I am.

There is so very little in life that brings me any sort of comfort. Should I give up the crumbs I have for a society that's *never* done the same?

What I like best about the Artemis II photos is that it was taken by actual humans. An actual person had to frame it and manually adjust settings. It's their own artistic rendition of what they thought looked best at the time, something no probe, rover or unmanned spacecraft can take. it's art

see a couple, post a couple

Commission.
Done in CSP and Rebelle.

#warframe

a lucky few will have families who can care for them but even that is a class privilege

People do not grasp how quick this system will systematically enforce you to remain within poverty once you fall into it, you can become disabled at any point in your life and once you're unable to generate capital you are a waste of resources in their eyes and abandoned

A thing I've been messing with! Got carried away with brush experimentation on his armour, forgot to work on everything else....

SO poorly misunderstood it's actually absurd lmao. The amount of people I've had to explain myself to...

happy ace day dude lmao

Helldivers art? yeah true

bit of a speedpaint for a friend as a small break from comms. took maybe an hour