They don't even know what antisocial means. How do these weirdos get into positions like this?

Darn. I'm not blocked yet. I'll have to start throwing squishy potatoes at them then.

Miss Big Swole, I see.

They are supposed to "manage" the team, ensure things are where they have to be, and report upwards. Basically a leader.

Remember, people fail upwards. :/

Megamangutsmanreveal.mp3

And this is an issue because.... too much cake not enough milk?

Also, I have dabbled in music as well over the years on top of it, and this came up as I recently have decided to actually use my voice in it and anyone that knows me knows I absoluuuuuuuuutely hate my voice in every capacity. So while I am a mouthy ass, I don't like hearing it back to me. xpx

I'd like to believe that "this is a bit extreme, but the feelings are normal," but I don't know anymore.

Yay vent posting.

And I've abandoned them as I continue on to the next thing because of the issues I've had before. I've only recently been (forced... kinda) to keep an archive of what *newer* things I dabble into, as I have a weird tendency to trash (literally) anything creative, even after it's done.

Over the years, the only thing that stuck was freaking cooking, I have stuck my hands into:

Programming, Game Design, Art (Pencil, Watercolors, Paint, Digital, Clay, Wood... I guess eraser heads and paperclips too?), 3d Modeling (Carrera, Blender, MASSIVE), Writing (Romance, Sci-Fi, Action, SoL)...

DO NOT PROGRESS. YOU MUST FIX THIS tinypebble BEFORE MOVING OR WORKING ON ANYTHING ELSE. Full stop, lead on the brakes. So I end up moving onto something else. It's really really frustrating.

wants to go "what?! Betterfixitfixitfixitfixit... also you suck stop doing what you're doing and never touch <media> ever again."
3: I talked to a friend about it months ago, but I have this weeeiiirrd stopgap in my head where if I can't have <this particular and absolutely cosmetic function> work..

Bleh, I hate the mental hurdles my own brain puts up when trying to do -anything- creative.

1: "IF IT IS NOT PERFECT IT DOESN'T EXIST" This one sucks, and I'm sure every creative has gone through this in some shape or form.

2: Genuine criticism from people -way- better than me.
My brain just (c)

Yes, the "big hips" for bug pokemon. Very cute.

Works for me!

*snoring intensifies*

Mawhile

Oof. What kind of tablet is it?

At that rate, make it a towel.

o:

a cartoon character with purple hair and big eyes looks surprised ALT: a cartoon character with purple hair and big eyes looks surprised

........... *looms* Leevvyyy.........

Hooray! More smol cutes.

*Aeromorphs all have ? looks*

WE'LL REWRITE HIIIIISSSTTOORRRRYYYYY

Ouch. Got hit with the nostalgia there.

Aptophilia.

That is all.

Dawh...

<Goku 'dun' meme here>