im gonna get so good at dodging kids at the rink someday
my poor knees cant take much more of this lolol

im so over my workplace rn

idk man if i say 'i dont exactly know what healthy poly feels like but ive experienced unhealthy poly and im feeling similar'
and you say
'im feeling compared to your ex'
and i never SAID THAT TO YOU
MAYBE
just MAYBE
IF THE SHOE FUCKING FITS
YOUR BEHAVIOR IS THE PROBLEM.
AND YOU KNOW

i want the quilt i made them back

idk how im supposed to act when i keep getting told one thing and then theres no god damn follow through

over and over and over and somehow I'm the asshole? no fuck you.
fuck you for lying to me.
fuck you for never standing up for our relationship.
fuck you

i cant barely concentrate on the stupid kaizen meetings im in today bc my mental is just fucked.
why did i do this to myself

when we got together, my ex told me a previous non monogamous partner started a relationship with someone else and hid it from them. made them feel dirty, etc

but they can do the same to me amd for some reason im the fucking villian.
fuck you.
you god damn hypocrite.

i did myself a duckin disservice and looked at my ex's Instagram story

they immediately got back with their ex who broke up with them like two weeks before we broke up.

yeah. i saw this coming. im still upset.
isnt poly wonderful.
instead of just being ethical they wanted to just be with them.

i hate corporate bs.
fuck kaizen meetings

just sobbing at fullmetal alchemist brotherhood. its SO GOOD how do i always forget how good

yeah! fingers crossed!

gonna be an interesting year, might be getting two new roommates

my arm and shoulder is killing me today :(

i do not like how slow i am after taking off my skates LOL

i had forgotten how much i love roller skating

rewatching fullmetal alchemist brotherhood and i forgot how much i love gluttony lol
hes so cute for no reason

i didnt wake up and cry today
so go me

going from speaking every single day for three years to nothing is... awful

i love you

thank you fren.
i know im just hurting right now but the thoughts get scary sometimes

its stupid that i feel like i would rather die than continue living
come on brain

im just embarrassed st this point

i went roller skating again today
fell hard and then almost ran over a kid who fell right in front of me 🫠

i hate ruminating
i hate that i can't stop

i made myself a decent lunch for work this morning.
tiny w

i just want someone who is honest with me

going to rollerskate.
im so sad i just want to sleep 🫠

:(

i wish skate rinks didnt have such dumb hours :(

DO YOUR STRETCHES AND THANK ME LATER