Heh
pp

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Just got done crying to a Supernatural RP that I’ve chatted with..
No
I’m not okay-
Pls hold me ಥ‿ಥ

At first I was like
They ain’t gonna be a Season 3 of good omens
Then my lord and savior Neil Gaiman was like: shut yo bish ass up
And smacked me in the face after tossing the Good Omens Season 3 poster at me
I shut up
But that’s because I didn’t want him to cancel the shit
But I shut up

Sorry for the ranting.. I just needed to talk my feelings out..

[ #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #thoughts #death #scared #rant ]

I might be on and off the Internet today.. so if you see me post from time to time, that’s why..

Also, don’t worry about me, I’m fine! ^^ I’m just wary.

I might need a mental health break now thinking about it.. idk..

if I still feel bad today, I might have to.

I’m in therapy but im afraid to tell her cause I’ll be put back into a mental institution and i dont want that..

I’m not “suicidal” im just scared of what will happen if i have those thoughts again.. im just.. fearful.. cause they came out of NOWHERE.

But for now, I’m just going to take it easy.

I fell asleep with tears in my eyes. Hearing my own voice tell me “just die” over and over again in my head.

And.. if I didn’t have medicine in my system.. I would.. had probably did it..

I’m so scared of myself now.. and what I might do..

TRIGGER WARNING!

Bruh, I almost crashed out last night..
I have NO IDEA what happened..
I just.. I was crying and I just felt like how I was BEFORE I took medicine..
I felt like I should die and I’m just a cruel joke to God. That my parents didn’t love me or want me around. And I’m better off gone…

If you ever wonder how I laugh
Just look at this

This man
Makes me fucking
FERAAAAAAAAAL
ARF ARF AWOOOOOOO~!
I HAVE SO MUCH SEXUAL AGRESSION
I WANT TO
I WANT TO—
RAAAAAH
#jaredpadalecki #simp #fangirl #sexy

I CAN FINALLY REST
IT IS 1:30 AM AND I FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY PHOTOS FOR INTAGRAAAAAAAAM ;3;
NO MORE UNTIL TOMORROW
GOOD
NOGHT

THIS WASP/BEE THOUGHT I WAS BITCH
SO I SPRAYED THE SHIT OUT OF IT WITH BUG SPRAY
DIDNT THINK I WAS BITCH ANYMORE
HE PROBABLY WENT BACK OFF TO CRI

WHY DID THE LORD GIVE ME A FAT ASS AND BIG TIGHS???????
MY HIPS HURRRRRRT GOD DAMN IT

IM FUCKING CRYING XDDDD
Delta was like: what now bitch? bby gonna cri?

SHE IS DONE AAAAAA
*explodes*
SHE WAS A HASSLE TO MAKE AND DRAW and I will NOT edit her until I feel like it, so technically, SHE IS FINISHED
immma go die now
*flops on face*

#envtuber #vtuber #vroid #prismlive #3dmodel #arkit

my booty is primed and ready (●_● )

Doing some late night hot gorl shet

[ #writing #webcomic #planning #youtube #relaxing #late #night ]

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Video in question

Just discovered I can add gifs to my Touch Portal—
…
So it IS basically a stream deck ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ
I HAD IT FOR YEARS. BARELY USED IT. AND YOU ARE TELLING ME I CAN ADD GIFS???????
….
Me and my one braincell….
😮‍💨

My ass is ready (●_● ) …

To go to sleep
Caus
God damn
ITS ONLY 5:36 pm aaaaaaaAAAAA

Currently watching Choctopus play Super Mario Sunshine while I script my videos

I’m
Exhausted (●_● )

I’ve been working on getting the summaries from Supernatural episodes and seasons, so I remember what happened in the episodes,for my webcomic.

And my brain is mush

Send cookies and milk pls

Welcome one and all to my yapping account!
I’ve copied my friend yap account ( nessieyapmera.bsky.social ) cause I needed a main account other than my vtuber and art accounts uwu
I’ll be doing a lot of talk about my fixations, life, and other shit.
Enjoy!
♥︎
( ps I had too Ness u3u forgive meh )