- possibly produce more milk for our babies. She suggested pumping frequently so that I make enough milk and the babies can eat, even if I’m sleeping. I mean, I would like to feed them latched on as often as possible, but I realized I need sleep too.

- small and the fact that Carlito was pinched on my spine as well. I guess we’ll find out more when she gets here. [once I sat and was able to go to the bathroom I exhaled.] oh that was another thing she said. She’s going to hook me up too iv when she gets here so that I can get rehydrated and -

- weren’t going to follow the necessary plan that we had set. I met the doctor when you were in the meeting and she said once she gets here she’s going to do a full exam on me and both of the babies. She wants to make sure that I’m healing correctly, but she said my discomfort might be because I’m -

- my hands on the counter to help him, move me around a little easier.] once I sit can you please go get my slides or take my shoes off one of the other because my feet don’t like shoes. I know this is part of the recovery but ouch. I shouldn’t even be home yet, but I refuse to stay there if they -

[The option to pee was nice. I nodded wrapping my arms around Jordan‘s neck.] please baby cause I don’t wanna get up get up again once I sit down. I know technically I could go in these things if I needed to, but eww. I probably would need a fresh pair anyway. [Once we were in the bathroom I had -

- from now on, we’ll go to the other one. Especially if we decide to have more kids.

- heads up that we were on the way.] open the garage for us, please. Litos can you help J bring me in? I’m still physically exhausted. The babies should be right behind us with our parents and Crystal. [I looked at Jordan once I ended the call] I am so angry at this hospital. It’s not even funny. -

- loaded into the ambulances. I have issues leaving them, but I know my parents will do everything possible to keep them safe. Crystal decided to follow us so that she would be at the house at the same time we were. Once we were in the car and Jordan was driving I called Aaliyah to give her the -

[I was relieved when we were given the discharge papers and discharge instructions, but I was going to ignore those and follow our private doctors instructions. Of course I had to be escorted out to the car in a wheelchair, but it is what it is. My parents weren’t leaving until the babies were -

Of course Amorcito always yours. I love you.

-should be taken care of better and believe me I’m gonna raise holy hell about it because these are our children. This is not a game. They fucked with the wrong people.

- fans and I love them. I’m not blaming them. I’m blaming the fucking hospital. They could’ve been doing more and now that they’re not. I know the next time I’m pregnant. We’re going to the other hospital because we can make precautions ahead of time given that these babies are premature, they -

- ride with them. This way you can take the car home and we can get there before they do. baby please tell me we are suing them because this is not only dangerous for our children, but it’s dangerous for me. [I was pissed, but I was more concerned for my children than myself.] I understand we have -

[I looked at my husband and smiled, kissing him softly.] I think one of the doctors that you paid is on her way in because I got a voicemail while you were in the meeting. The babies are too small for car seats so they have to transport them in the ambulances in the incubators. Daddy and Alex will -

That’s right, you do whatever makes those little boys happy because I love their Tio

Before marriage and motherhood 💜

- you mommy, but should you be driving? [she laughed and shook her head. “ I’m not your mother-in-law is coming to get me. I’m not stupid. I don’t want your father kicking my ass.” I laughed and looked at my dad.] thank you for making her get a ride home because I know she doesn’t normally.

- but your body still needs to heal just like everyone else. J, some of the Miami crew is on their way. these new fans are so boundary crossing. It’s scary.” Mom hugged me and smiled. “ i’m going to go sleep for a few hours. Your Papi is going to stay with you.” I hugged her and smiled.] I love -

- we will be taking the little ones with us. [Crystal put down her chart and came over to hug me super tight. “ I will definitely do it. The fact that they are already talking about discharging you is bullshit. I know you’re a champ and you’re taking this much better than some of the other moms -

- tolerable. Crystal, how much do you love me? [her eyes went wide and she looked confused. “ I love you a lot. Why?” I knew the answer, but I just wanted her to have the reaction in front of my dad.] I wanted to know if when I was discharged if you would like to stay with us for a few days. Since -

[I was more than happy to see my dad with my kids. Honestly, if these people wanted to discharge me now I didn’t care. I just wanted my babies safe. Crystal came into the room and smiled. “ I just wanted to check you out again. Are you still in pain?” I shook my head.] it’s uncomfortable, but it’s -

- bit and then started to fuss.] your turn welo. He loves to snuggle my tiny little boy.

- better move. I wouldn’t mess with the new Mom.” I was going to hand him Carlito, but he immediately latched on and started eating.] well I guess you can hold him when he’s done eating daddy. He’s been asleep on his daddy for about three hours so it’s time to feed him. [he only ate for a little -

[I would’ve laughed at my husband, but I knew what that felt like. I quickly shifted Carlito onto my chest and smiled.] go goofball. And then you better eat or I will get out of this bed and figure out a way to kick your ass.  [dad must’ve found this funny because he was cracking up. “ Jordan you -

 I think it is I’m gonna try to reply really quick cross your fingers

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Talk about a panic attack. All is good thank goodness.

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- with Jordan and the babies keeping him safe from all of these fans that keeps trying to get get pictures of them or even worse videos.]
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- her anxiety is really high because one of the nurses came in here earlier and told her that she would be discharged either tomorrow or the day after and the babies would stay here by themselves. It’s not sitting well, even though you’re working on it Anita.” it was true. I just wanted to go home -