Being a night owl who hates the night sucks

Wish I could just sleep at a normal time smhhh

Fun fact: 4/20 is my HRT anniversary 🤣🤣

It checks out he didn't tell me he diagnosed me, though, given how long he spent telling me I didn't have POTS and refusing multiple times to look up CRPS :| Must have bruised his ego to be proven wrong by a patient

he had already diagnosed me with POTS before I even left the appointment and there was no need for a tilt table test because the chair was good enough.

And I only learned this today when my GP told me "you're usually right about these things" and mentioned my TOS, CRPS, and POTS. SO to my GP btw

where they check my BP and heart rate when sitting vs standing, and the moment they did that, he suddenly referred me for a tilt table test. I left thinking I didn't even gat a diagnoses and thought I never would because I refused to go to that clinic again for the table test, but... apparently...

an overlap with CRPS, along with dizziness and lightheadedness, plus coat hanger pain, he had no idea what CRPS was and refused to listen to me when I explained it. Then, after calling in his 2 assistants and continuing to interrogate me with repeat questions, I suggested he do a mock test...

Turns out that despite being gaslit and dismissed by the Dr I want to for POTS testing, he actually diagnosed me and then just didn't tell me he did. Probably because after he was 45 mins late, he then told me I don't look like I have POTS and played 20Questions w me, then when I said it's due to...

Well hydrated hand ✨️✨️✨️

You'd be shocked how many, especially older people with the condition. A lot of then also still call it RSD, so its very clear they have no modern education on the condition and are living 20 years in the past. It's sad but I don't try to educate those who can't handle their views being challenged.

Fields of Mistria is so much fin! I just gave my love a bug and she HATED it!!! </33333

www.twitch.tv/insectuality

It's the worsttt. I get so irritated by how dumb these people can get I just leave them to their own stupid fate at this point. They can't handle even gentle forms of critique, so they're doomed.

Critical thinking is gone and dead, and with it so is information literacy 100%

But I fortunately don't suffer from a savior complex or feel a need to save dumb Karens from scams. This one just responded to me when I was talking to someone else and telling them how to find ✨️ good ✨️ resources

CRPS forums constantly remind me of how far literacy rates have fallen 💀

Mom im scared can you come pick me up? The CRPS karens are yelling at me for telling them google's AI overview isn't a reliable source of medical information again 😭🥀

This is the single funniest thing I have ever seen Bluesky staff do.

Me when trans people fit the binary: 🥰

Me when trans people don't fit the binary: 🥰

It's ok if you can't fit perfectly into the binary boxes. A lot of cis people can't either.

Got my stickers today that I’ll be handing out along with ribbons at Colossalcon Prime this year. I love this little creature.

You know how I kept saying I've been crashing mid day w my meds? Turns out it's cause said meds were stale and now that I have a new prescription, I'm fine 💀💀💀

Anyway adderall is meant to be stable for a year but ig it can be less effective at 4 months, so I was dealing w that

40k Elric brothers

this was a gommission but clients asks for Salamander Al but they said they're ok w me recoloring him into a Grey Knight

Yapped from 11:30am to 3am... idk what took over my body but I'm sorry to anyone who got annoyed by me

Say what you want about me but at least I don't have to love bomb people to get fanart 💅💅

I know I say it a fair bit on stream but not everyone always is there to hear it so I hope you guys all know just how much I appreciate you and how much my life has changed for the better with you guys in it

Everyone go give this some love! Tryss did an amazing job drawing me!! I love it sm

In a mood lately where things are finally pretty relaxed. Like hitting my 6 month mark of college has been a really big accomplishment for me, especially since I've maintained incredibly high grades.

Plus it's warming up so I get to touch grass AND I'm out if a bad flare up and doing more hobbies

Make sure you don't overdo it streaming that much when you first start 😤

Guess what… IM GONNA BE STREAMING!!

Starting April 27th, I’ll be streaming for the first time!

There will be scuff no doubt but I hope you’ll hop in to watch the chaos.

twitch.tv/madd_polaris

#YourStarEnvoy #streaming #twitch

Time to add a redeem so chat can remind you of meds

GUYS LOOK HOW CUTE THIS IS!!!! this is the fanart I posted ab recently that I couldn't share yet! Pls go follow and support 💓

I wish I felt like I was 😓 but thank you lunar

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