it’s crazy how someone being gorgeous can rly just make a mf lock in like that

someone i used to know came out as trans a little while ago, and has since made me feel so inadequate ab my own transition that i shaved my face for the first time in almost 6 months

ahhshshdgshdvhd i wanna message her so bad!!!! however ik she wants absolutely nothing to do w me god this sucks so fkn bad

i’m so fkn pathetic dude it’s actually insane

lol

ough

REAL AND TRUE

banger

omg puppy :>

I’M FUCKING TWEAKINGGGGG

my back is so fucked dude i just wanna be able to breathe w/o it hurting

ofc dummy :>

waaaaa i love seeing ur guitar vids sm they always scritch my brain in just the right way

bsky is lowk boring, but at least every other post isn't a nazi

i still miss her a lot, but i have a girlfriend now whom i love dearly. it’s about time i stopped clinging to those fantasies i drew up in my head during the short time we talked to each other

technically this is both continuing and breaking the cycle, but for once i didn’t hop on this app to subtweet my failed situationship partner. that’s like an improvement, right?

it’s all a matter of getting people to grow a fucking spine and actually do something about any of what is going on in the world not just the US

all that to say, i’m not using that fucking hellsite anymore

never in my life have i been as full of rage and hatred as i’ve been in the past day or so. the fact anyone could be so morally bankrupt as to mock a child’s suicide makes me ill. her blood is on the hands of those who now mock her. every trans suicide is a murder. trans rights are human rights

the streak is still alive bc the only reason i opened this app was bc i scrolled past our dms on discord n started thinking ab her again lol

my twitter got locked again

i wanna message her so fucking bad

keeping the streak alive

i miss hearing her voice sm dude

learning rust just to feel smth

i’ve like “moved on” too like i have a sorta relationship (it’s complicated n stuff idk) with someone else and yet i can’t stop thinking ab her. oh well, such is the life of a generational fumbler

every time i use this app it’s to subtweet ab a specific person who i know doesn’t care about me anymore, and i think that’s kinda (incredibly) sad

up 2k elo in premier btw

boutta change my steam name to “i miss her” and lock the fuck in on cs

scrolling thru her acc rn trying not to cry