i began to understand why god died.

he used to see dreams at night, but now he just watches the back of his eyes.

now is the climax to the story that gives the demons and angels purpose.

i know i haven't been the best of sons.

and i want everyone to know that i am half a soul divided.

you will hide from everyone denying you need someone to exterminate your bones.

cause i don't wanna fall, fall a-

and i don't know if i am dying or living.

and the emotionless marchers will chant the phrase "this lines the only way."

we will walk so much slower.

end of my ways as a walking denial, my trial was filed as a crazy suicidal head case.

all we are is an isle of flightless birds, we find our worth in giving birth and stuff.

as it blows me back and forth, bindless, spineless, and pretend.

i wanna fall inside your ghost and fill up every hole inside my mind.

get up johnny boy because we all need you now.

as we fall in line.

you're my pride and joy.

do me a favor and try to ignore as you watch him fall through a blatant trapdoor.

and though i've been traveling in the deserts of my mind, i haven't found a drop of life.

but i try my best and all that i can to hold the water in the palm of my hand.

'cause i will save face for names asake, abuse grace.

we pick songs to sing, remind us of things that nobody cares about and honestly we're probably more suicidal than ever now.

driving once again, but now this time there were 3 men and then i heard one of them say "i know the night will turn to gray, i know the stars will start to fade when all the darkness fades away, we head to steal him from his fate so he could see another day."

i try desperately to run through the sand as i hold the water in the palm of my hand.

your bones are held together by your nightmares and your frights.

go ahead and make me look away.

reign down and destroy me.

either way you're by my side until my dying days, and if i'm not there and i'm far away i said "don't be afraid, we're going home."

but i'm lying, i'm so very far from fine.

and once again i will be in a march to the sea.