I miss being happy

Just extremely sad. Can’t find much to be happy about rn

I wanna goto a room party so so bad..

I feel like every year i make someone want to stop talking to me..

I think zaddy is a more dignified dilf. Frankly I’d rather be called either.

I wish I was happy. I have constant reminders of the people who are more successful than me shoved in my face every time I open this app.. Im so mentally exhausted.

I don’t ask for a lot. Just a fucking thank you once in awhile. Easiest thing you can do for someone that means the world. But it’s to hard for some.

Finding out a condescending prick who harassed me has become r*d-pilled now is not only unsurprising but hilarious cause of how insecure and how much he projected “toughness” haha

I miss being excited about things

Big sads day? Big sads day..

I know where I’m not wanted. Been noting but nice and giving to this person for years. And just never get anything remotely like a friend from them. Never a thank you, ever. Think that’s the last straw for me.

I message people too much. I’m just gonna stop. Some clearly don’t wanna talk to me. Thats fine. They know how to get a hold of me. It’s not hard.

I feel such little support in anything I do, I just wanna give up.

It's great when a friend, who in the past pumped you up and really was excited about your drawings, doesn't give a shit now

4am is a weird mixture of wide awake, mega depressed, and super horny

Whats the point..

There is literally nothing worth celebrating today

I just wanna draw filth

It's really cool when you order a commission from [relatively famous comic artist], he tells you to pick it up at the next convention, you see him he doesn't recognize you and says sorry I didn't do it. Cool. I asked if I could pay now and he ship it, and goes nah I'm pretty unreliable. YA THINK?

My life (medically) feels hopeless.

Feeling immensely sad this morning. The weekend was nice, but I just feel empty..

I have the worst fucking timing ever.. won't be getting that gig...

Digital art of Chizu sucking on balls while a cock rests on her head

Cock worship🙏

Commission for @chizu.bsky.social
#nsfwart #furryart #clamarts #commission

The strongest (and cutest) pirate bunny 🥕🐇🏴‍☠️
#onepiecefanart
#carrotfanart

Avoid people who latch on to celebrity and ignore their friends. Thats what im gonna do from now on.

It's pretty telling when a friend's partner is more interested in what you're doing than your own.

Same. I really wanna do comics. But im terrified to start. I talk myself out of doing anything for it often

Id kill to have a group of irl local artist friends.

I wish people in my real life gave a fuck about my interests.. nothing ever feels genuine when anything is brought up. So I just dont talk about my art or hobbies with anyone. It really sucks.

God im so fucking sick of star wars