finding out that my younger coworker with less experience is in the running for department head has me feeling some type of way

and i don't actually want that job, it's too much work for too little pay, but like. it would have been nice to have at least been considered. feels bad man.

............................ only to find out that it's not even the right customer service line. i sat there and listened to some clanker yap for 3 minutes about irrelevant crap

WHY does your phone menu have TWO AND A HALF MINUTES OF INFORMATION I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT. do you think i am paying attention to ANY of this?

fam i think i sprained my ankle and i haven't the foggiest idea of how

Unboxed the yearbooks with my yearbook class today and oh my GOD what an exciting moment!

Then 2 seconds after the bell a couple impatient teachers came to get theirs and sat in my room gushing over them. I have been fortified.

Tomorrow starts student distribution. Ahhhhhh lol.

prom is next weekend so that means SPIRIT WEEK this week which means i spent more money than i should have to gather some articles of clothing that work for the themes.

I actually still need a pair of shorts but I'll work on that this week. I can only handle so much shopping in one day.

my sims had a child and an infant, and then they fucking went and had twins

bro this is like actual work what the fuck lmao

(i tried to find an actual gif of this but was not successful and did not want to spend more than a few minutes on it lmao)

a screengrab from "Red White and Royal Blue" where the character of Prince Henry is asking "I'm sorry. Did he say 'Till the sweat drops down my balls?"

TIL THE SWEAT DROPS DOWN MY BALLS

someone streaming: i'm getting low
me: TO THE WINDOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

i am playing the sims again and man they can be so frustrating. sir, please feed your child. no, not the computer. no, why are you taking the trash out. feed. your. child.

and also gender neutral!

thinking about cat names for some reason, i'm not getting one soon but if CDS wants to get me i'm here for it lol. but anyway. i thought about naming a cat "morgan and morgan for the people" and calling it morgan for short which would be a RIDICULOUS name but also. a Cat Name (tm)

joann my beautiful deceased wife 😭

btw (for those of you following my posts) the "I MISSED YOU" kid and the unhinged goblinposting writer?

same kid.

you have now unlocked more ms. aksannyi teacher lore. enjoy.

i just read the most unhinged piece of student writing i've ever read in my 10 years of teaching

this shit had me cracking up. truly fucking goblin levels of unhinged here.

one of my kids was out for WEEKS, skipping all of his classes. a lot going on that a bsky post won't cover. but he came back and worked in the office for a few days, then came to my class yesterday.

his friend was like "HEY I MISSED YOU!" it was so sweet and wholesome and i love these kids okay?

hey any of my friends got a cool five grand they could just drop on me so i can pay my car off or

me to my dog: u don’t have to be directly in the middle of the fucking bed

her: um actually yes i do

ok so bluesky on mobile gave me a "forbidden" error and bluesky on desktop acted like i had hundreds of notifs but they were all old notifications uh bluesky girlie, u good?

i just opened an expo marker to see if it worked and it was one of the old ones that STIIIIIIIINKS

people 35 and over will remember dying of toxic fumes in class lol

the yearbooks are scheduled to be delivered tomorrow and I'M SO ANXIOUS ABOUT EVERYTHING

what if they're damaged what if they're wrong what if they don't get here what if the fedex truck catches on fire what if people hate them what if i scream from the top of a tall building what if

me, blocking a text from an obvious scammer:
begone, BOT

saw a girl wearing a t-shirt that says “feed me to the lesbians” and honestly? mood.

oh my god i am actually allowed to USE my comp time? it's a christmas miracle!

Streaming, if it were still fun, I'd do for free. It just isn't anymore.

Thanks to everyone who has supported me and if I do click that "go live" button again, I'll be glad to have you pop in to say hi.

But for now, I'll see you in other people's chats, discord, and here on bluesky. 💜

I'm simply not doing that to myself anymore. Would I have liked to keep it going for the small amount of income it brings? Sure, but it's so small as to not be worth it.

I go to my job every day not because I always want to (looooord I don't) but because it pays my bills.

And that's the important thing. If I could find a way to stream regularly without it being a sword of Damocles hanging over me on days I'm *supposed* to stream, then I'd do that, but I always feel pressured on my Stream Days and force myself to go live when I don't want to and I'm just not into it.

I'm stepping back and saying, "This used to bring me joy and it doesn't anymore, and until I can find a way to bring the joy back, I'm not going to force myself into it anymore." And that's okay. I love being in other people's chats and hyping them up. I love lurking and crocheting. I'm happier...

I really had hoped I could find love for it again but it's really more stress than it's worth. Get a couple pennies for talking to myself for three hours, like even my teaching job pays better than that lol.

I'll always appreciate the people who have supported me. And I'm not 100% done forever.