somehow finished it up in time for a convention this weekend. little steps, one after the other

trying to finish up a little comic i started 5 goddamn years ago and feeling so, so small. five years? i’ve locked myself in this horrific mental prison for five years??? it’s soul crushing. jesus. it’s a miracle i haven’t pissed away every ounce of goodwill at this point

a cropped pinup illustration WIP of a man pulling his shirt up over his chest, looking down at the viewer coyly. pastel colors are used all over, and white text sits over the entire thing. the text reads “sex on the beat”

i haven’t drawn much of anything for months but for whatever reason adela’s music got me inspired, i guess. will i finish it? who knows

i’m finally moved up to chicago and i can feel myself exhaling after holding my breath for 9 months straight. i can’t take my next breath until my bf joins us in ~2 weeks but oh my god i think i’m going to be unwinding all this anxiety built up inside for at least a year. christ of a fucking stick.

i need the universe to FUCKING STOP. STOP IT. STOP STOP STOP. give me and my family a fucking BREAK

there is no stronger antidepressant than a walkable city with public transit. each time a passenger train screams by, my brain is flooded with serotonin

i wish i had art or anything upbeat to share, but alas,

that r76 zine was more or less shit i drew years ago that i just barely had the energy to tidy up. it feels so pathetic! the little punches of creativity i have lately are usually squashed by, y’know. everything. it just be like this

i think i’m gonna start using this account to blow off steam. i miss putting these bad trains of thought down on my long deleted private twitter. helped keep the Void™️ at bay.

anyways! we only have a few weeks left b4 the move, but every day feels like the escape door closes a lil more. 🙃 aaaaa

Cover of my new adult fanart zine, POSSESSION. The title's letters are drawn very warped, filling the black page. An image of Soldier 76 being restrained by many shadowy hands peeks through the negative space of the letters. A small blurb reads, "AN ADULT REAPERx76 ART ZINE."

A small preview of the zine. Soldier 76, all but naked except for restaints, is being held up by Reaper as he fucks him. His hands claw along Jack's midsection, and more scratches can be seen across his body. Jack cries out in pain and pleasure, much to Gabriel's delight.

A small decorative part of the zine: mask-like symbols for Soldier 76 and Reaper float above a light grey Overwatch logo. An 'x' lies between the two and hearts adorn the side of each mask. It's giving cutesy vibes.

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

Finally finished this lil' zine up! 36 pages of depraved R76 content, my favorite 'bitter old bastards' ship. I'll be posting a few select images from it later on, but you can get the full zine now ;^) mancameron.itch.io/possession

An excerpt from my +18 R76 art zine, POSSESSION. A refined sketch in burnt reds of Soldier 76's back as he kneels between Reaper's legs. 76 trembles, his back is criss-crossed with scratch marks. Reaper looks down at 76 with a smirk. His clawed hands grab along 76's head and neck as he toys with the other man, saying, "You're a sick fuck, Jack- you enjoy all this, don't you?"

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

"you never change. so eager for orders, to give up control..."

Possession by mancameron An adult R76 fanart zine.

This is an excerpt from my new Reaper76 art zine, POSSESSION - 36 pages of depraved old bastards, plus an illustration set. If you're interested, you can buy the digital version through the link below! ;^) mancameron.itch.io/possession

sorry, i’d tweet on main but i don’t need my parents finding out that i’m paralyzed with fear 24/7. lmao. once my partner and i are out of the south, i’ll breathe, but rn i’ve been holding my breath since January

nothing insane can happen that will materially affect me or my bf before our move. i have had enough. i’m terrified every day he goes out the door that something awful will happen, for reasons i’m not stupid enough to broadcast. i just need to get us safely out of this fuckass state

Possession by mancameron An adult R76 fanart zine.

This is an excerpt from my new Reaper76 art zine, POSSESSION - 36 pages of depraved old bastards, plus an illustration set. If you're interested, you can buy the digital version through the link below! ;^) mancameron.itch.io/possession

An excerpt from my +18 R76 art zine, POSSESSION. A refined sketch in burnt reds of Soldier 76's back as he kneels between Reaper's legs. 76 trembles, his back is criss-crossed with scratch marks. Reaper looks down at 76 with a smirk. His clawed hands grab along 76's head and neck as he toys with the other man, saying, "You're a sick fuck, Jack- you enjoy all this, don't you?"

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

"you never change. so eager for orders, to give up control..."

An excerpt from my +18 R76 art zine, POSSESSION. A refined sketch in black and white of Soldier 76 giving oral to Reaper. Jack is trembling, overstimulated, but in a world of depraved bliss. His shirt has been pushed over his head, revealing his chest, which is just as messy as his face is.

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

"just couldn't help yourself, could you morrison?"

Possession by mancameron An adult R76 fanart zine.

This is an excerpt from my new Reaper76 art zine, POSSESSION - 36 pages of depraved old bastards, plus an illustration set. If you're interested, you can buy the digital version through the link below! ;^) mancameron.itch.io/possession

An excerpt from my +18 R76 art zine, POSSESSION. A refined sketch in black and white of Soldier 76 giving oral to Reaper. Jack is trembling, overstimulated, but in a world of depraved bliss. His shirt has been pushed over his head, revealing his chest, which is just as messy as his face is.

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

"just couldn't help yourself, could you morrison?"

it's no secret i've been out of sorts for 4+ years. all the bad and good aside, i feel like an alien piloting an empty shell 90% of the time. my energy fluctuates a lot. i've chased multiple 'fixes' just to end up back at the start.

all that to say, ty for the support, as always. :^) (2/2)

gonna be forthright for a minute- i'm back on this art account because i need to earn money! we've got a move coming up real soon and i'll be doing lots of home reno, so anything helps. i hope it leads to me reestablishing myself online in general, but that's failed the last few times. (1/2)

A sketchy pinup of Alan, an OC of mine, as a werewolf. He’s sitting shirtless on a couch(?), undoing his jeans and provocatively squeezing his unmentionables as he smirks at someone offscreen. He’s gross and sweaty and should get OFF THE DAMN COUCH

bringing back another classic werealan. the man is a menace and, unfortunately, he knows it 😔

thank you!! i’m doing better overall, here’s hoping it sticks around haha

hey hey! 😊 don’t call it a comeback, but hopefully i’ll be active as i used to. social media has been such a difficult thing for me lately and i’m really trying to get myself out here again!

Cover of my new adult fanart zine, POSSESSION. The title's letters are drawn very warped, filling the black page. An image of Soldier 76 being restrained by many shadowy hands peeks through the negative space of the letters. A small blurb reads, "AN ADULT REAPERx76 ART ZINE."

A small preview of the zine. Soldier 76, all but naked except for restaints, is being held up by Reaper as he fucks him. His hands claw along Jack's midsection, and more scratches can be seen across his body. Jack cries out in pain and pleasure, much to Gabriel's delight.

A small decorative part of the zine: mask-like symbols for Soldier 76 and Reaper float above a light grey Overwatch logo. An 'x' lies between the two and hearts adorn the side of each mask. It's giving cutesy vibes.

🖤𝑷𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵🖤

Finally finished this lil' zine up! 36 pages of depraved R76 content, my favorite 'bitter old bastards' ship. I'll be posting a few select images from it later on, but you can get the full zine now ;^) mancameron.itch.io/possession

Pinip of a large, muscular older man. He is scantily clad in a small bit of cloth around his waist, leaving much of him naked. Tattoos cover his left thigh and abdomen, his right arm, and various smaller pieces elsewhere. Monstera leaves protrude from the top, casting shadows across the aforementioned himbo. Text across the top reads 'Here For Himbos,' and text in the bottom right corner reads, "I just think they're neat!" '- Local idiot cursed by an idealized character trope'

The same pinup here, but with no chromatic aberration filter or text on the image.

here, have a #himbo. it's on the house ;^)

you’re annoying babe

alan as a werewolf, jerking off and making a mess. shameful behaviour tbh

christening this new nsfw art account with the perpetual blonde dumbass. [insert joke about dogs and bones here]