(also i no longer work at a job that treats me like the company whipping girl, that probably helped in keeping me humble lmao)

A trans woman in fantasy style armor. She is wearing a leather breastplate with brass plates riveted to the front, a leather gorget, and brass bracers, pauldrons, and tassets. Under the metal armor, she is wearing a dark blue gambeson. She is carrying a foam sword which extends off the right edge of the screen. The blade of the sword has blue runes painted onto it. The photo is taken in a mirror, and in her mirrored right hand, she is holding a smartphone.

Oh yeah I never shared my full armor kit here did I?

Anyways I'm excited to be bringing this to a LARP this weekend!

good news: normally the shame kicks in and levels me out

bad news: i've been unpacking shame in therapy and oh no it's been several days and i still feel like this

taking nudes so good it gives you a mild goddess complex

GOOD AT IT

aged like wine

GOOD JOB MALICE!

we tend to focus on the negatives with out own work over the positives. once the skill is honed, it's easy to tell when one of our own works is bad, but remains difficult to see if it is good.

what's he building in there?

but see, i was a sensitive "boy" defying gender roles and whatever so it was good actually

told my therapist about how my family treated me and they responded "well I guess they've always treated you like a woman" 🙃

the fun thing about my childhood is if i had been AFAB or figured out the trans thing earlier, the way i was treated would have been blatantly terrible.

but since i was a "boy" it's woke actually that i had all the emotional labor of the family thrust upon me since like 4 years old.

Mother Brain

reminder that i am quite attractive

"i want a lesbian cover of Hozier" and the monkey's paw curls as I take the stage at karaoke night

cheating at being a lesbian by having the vocal range to sing most of Hozier's stuff

only the pillow princesses

...

oh wait that says "toppled" nvrmind

you're allowed to do that now?

...very interesting name for that CPS.

🫂

Sopor Aeternus?

hi i run Lancer sometimes!

Coworker correctly made the called shot that I'm a witch.

I have talked about spirituality zero times here.

Apparently taking the equinox off was the giveaway.

reminded of a report from the late 1800s a guy wrote about experiments in automatic writing. in them he complains about getting very confident but very wrong answers and when challenging said answers the automatic writing becomes weirdly defensive.

Sam Altman? Peter Thiel?

surely this will not backfire, surely

i do now wonder like, where it fits in the lineage of "go to dungeon to get stuff to build a village to get stuff to go to a dungeon to..."
games.

i remember getting just mildly turned on by mine once and i felt it immediately shrink down, express embarrassment, and quickly leave.

haven't seen it since.

you should have seen one of the Empty Spaces servers I was in the week the Barbie movie came out

several people coloured their hair blonde, it was a whole thing

my good bitch those plants didn't die because of a fundamental disconnect from the divine feminine, they died because those peat pots absorbed all the water and the new grow light evaporated the rest