cant listen to the audios from orv edits bc then i get hit by secret dlc kim dokja emotions and it leaves me lying on the ground face down unable to move

funniest part about this is that theres very little text and multiple pictures of cloud. as there should be

back on my bullshit (making a powerpoint) and over here giggling kicking my feet getting to talk about them. they r so sickening its not even funny

did you guys know sfkr r in love... what the fuck....

ideal dokjoong fic for me is yjh dreaming about kim dokja then waking up alone if im being real

realizing that my favorite yjh is a miserable yjh was very important for me ngl

just got to read the cloud character study fic that my brother promised to write as a present for my bday and im sooo YAY YIPPEE WAHOO rn bc cloud strife is simply one of the most haunted miserable guys ever and i love him sososo much

he makes me so!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not even funny. i already have an idea for an sbr tattoo and these emotions are not making it easy to resist rn

i havent even watched the first ep yet (and i dont plan to any time soon w this fucking release schedule lmfao) but seeing all this fanart for him and for gyjo rn is making me so sad i miss them so much...

been feeling really emotional about johnny joestar lately i wont lie

experiencing my first resident evil game (watching my siblings play re2 remake). why is mr x so fucking scary

his sword is bigger than him..... IM GOING TO AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i need to burst my head like a watermelon against concrete why is the new feh felix unit so freaking cute

real game design right there. anyways ac cloud strife core

sibling told me the other day that in order to get the best ending for silent hill 2 you have to repeatedly look at the picture of your dead wife and I can't stop thinking about it

first stargaze was Like That and now sbr is doing this to me. can a guy get a W around here or something like cmon man

keep thinking about "if your heart is wavering, dont shoot" which is fucked up and evil considering we may never see it animated. or ill be approximately 100 years old when it is finally released

torn between final boss dkos kdj and him trying to get back to kdj after beating the final boss so why not both? both sounds good actually

once again thinking about an orv hades crossover except its yjh having to fight and die over and over again

also this is a hilarious suggestion for my phone to make like wow okay i get it

to go through all my current fav ships: doksoo would be co-meisters to yjh weapon, cwn meister mr weapon (txj specifically bugui and mr jiangui), xl meister hc weapon, johnny and giorno meisters to gyro and mista weapons, geto meister gojo weapon, sylvain meister felix weapon, vash meister ww weapon

been reading soul eater lately which has been fun for multiple reasons, one being its very fun to think abt relationships in terms of meister weapon dynamics. for ex, i think cloud would be the meister and sephiroth the weapon bc hes so strong he never needed nor wanted a meister before cloud

jk its this instead actually

need to make like cloud strife and fuck off into the distance on my big cool motorcycle while pretending nothing is wrong with me

the musings of a man who is keeping it together

kim dokja more like kim dieja. bc hes always dying

cant sleep and thinking abt an edit to "the look of love" audio with "the oldest dream is looking at you"

saw a picture of kim dokja and thought about slamming my head against the car horn

though it wouldnt be completely unreasonable to assume that sephiroth influenced mbj characterization to some degree right

had a dream that oomf wrote a sephiroth/shang qinghua fic and its still killing me