oh one thing that makes me sad about bsky is I have to have push notifs off. the fact that I would get them whenever someone even likes a post genuinely bothers me... i feel so bad when I like comments on art like a week later 😔 I wish I could make push notifs for only comments like I have on twt

im on the verge of making a canvas course for basic tasks bc im too embarrassed to ask my mom to put me back on antidepressants and I kind of need something else to tell me/force me to do something or I can't😊

okay also it's kind of sad that I need something else forcing me to do something or I can't do it like it's the hardest to eat on the weekends bc I didn't have to get up for school and such. I am going to go eat right now actually😭

it's a little tough to not open the fyp so I can get angry and distract myself from whatever negative feeling I have that day but it's also kind of fun to track my moods instead and discover that 90% of the changes are tied to my sister. I will ascend if I can fix this

im so glad exams were so much pressure bc wdym im..happier after limiting time on the app that made me so stressed and angry 24/7...I never would've guessed. and I wouldn't have been able to do this without the impetus of studying

honestly love that nyamu snarls at anyone mutsusys considers a friend but not sakiko. she's like i'm not winning that one

also im a very influencable person im seeing reco/leta fanart thats making me consider using the guarantee that fa/tutu gave me from my flop pulls on her😭😭 I need to be more reasonable

can r1999 start giving me good luck so I have motivation to read in full pls im powered by dopamineee I need just one W. pls. I have $50 I could spend on r1999 but the amount of pulls one gets from that is just depressing. I'll stick to garments thanks

people saying that skk named nm after love bc of tmr (I smiled when it was disproved) just for when tmr is brought up to nm her reaction is jealousy bc. of her relationship with mtsm 😭😭😭 absolutely no one would have guessed this

oh my go d i just remembered i tried reading spatho/dea's story and fell asleep midway god im adding it to the list😭😭😭

I'll just play the anecdotes and the new semmelweis stories myself once i get the motivation to open the app again

my sister saying i don't need to do all this..she doesn't get it i need to know everything. if i got through tw*st ones i can do this too...😭😭i might have to invest in logs and 2x speed

when i put it like this it looks so bad..i'm gonna start reading character story logs while walking at least. i need to catch up badly

centurion content would be years away tbh.. this always had a higher chance

I had a list of things that would make me catch up to the game even during college but more potential getian content was not on the list because I didn't. expect it😭

name day have a voiceline and/or give me extra content about getian and you will be reincarnated as a lotus flower

amoris ore Congrats my fellow he/him girl oomf #アニメムジカ_ネタバレ感想

pris please survive

uika being the current winning duelist lmao

sakiko is truly rosebridemaxxing right now wow

while nyamu isn't looking. bro

okay yeah I thought I was just being pissy but that was extremely underwhelming imo. I wish I felt the same suspense other people seemed to

2106 from what i can tell is the nmsk that exists in my head so

fuck copyright. let's read guys

I really shouldn't tune in considering the exam the day after but :)

wondering if nm will have a panic attack next episode

IVE PLAYED THESE GAMESSSSSS

im so excited to see mrts nm interactions in particular because they left off on a really bad note❤️

am (? however you abbreviate that) is just so mean oajahshahai😭 I miss her dearly

honestly nm is 100% kinder than I anticipated from after the first time reading intermissions