omfg… my bio still says 21… i didnt even come here to update it on my birthday….

oops i forgot about this app for 2 months… sorrgy.. i wasnt fronting not my fault!!!!

nobody wants to gift the twink mercy main the sanrio bundle… i see how it is…

my birthday is coming up but i have no one to gift me overwatch skins 😒

having things wrong with me is nice when it’s 5 am and i’m rubbing my feet together imagining they’re hooves

tonight i fantasize about being a lamb and having a gay shepherd boyfriend

i miss being called a faggot i need gay t4t freaks in my immediate future

i need to date a trans guy its so dire i might die

like i also just genuinely dont care about whatever the problem is right now like i know that’s inconvenient 4 you but like i quite literally am incapable of having a conversation about it because i am the wrong alter to talk to

like ok um i literally dont know how to talk to u right now i am a different person than the one that was friends with you so you feel like a stranger to me and i genuinely feel as if i have nothing to say to you

having a dissociative disorder makes communicating my issues with people difficult

like thank god i was gonna block them today anyways

Finally! The friends you knew secretly hated you for months finally cut you off without a word and never ever explained to you what their issue with you was!

i wish i was a catboy being kept as a pet

if i had a nickel for every time this happened to me i would have at least two nickels.

even worse when they start dating each other like ok now nobody does anything together anymore and the group is dead

friend groups are nice but there’s always favorites and it’s never me so i always just end up alone and feeling like shit by the end of it.

i need friends more than i need a boyfriend but im tired of not being anyone’s favorite and always feeling unwanted. it would be nice to have someone that likes me more than they like other people for once

i dont get new clothes or haircuts either. i dont get to feel like i look decent. i just feel hideous and unwanted and miserable. wearing the same clothes for years and never looking nice. i don’t have a single thing about my life that’s enjoyable. i really would rather be dead

i dont get enough to eat, i dont get to do anything fun, i dont get to leave the house unless its for a medical appointment or to do laundry. it feels like im some neglected animal just being kept alive for the sake of it

living in the middle of nowhere as a disabled adult with neglectful parents and no money and no friends is genuinely torture.

“IM FREE” says guy still behind bars

my favorite flavor of DID is when i wake up and its like I actually don’t have DID and i never have and i can just have a normal life. this is part of the disorder yes

being plural is so embarrassing like it’s fine when it’s other people but for me it’s like i don’t want to introduce any of my alters because they’re EMBARRASSING

atp i’m just dating fictional characters in my head and going crazy. real people never make any effort to understand me and it feels like i’m just always trying so hard to explain myself endlessly and never getting anywhere

having a weird gender makes wanting to be loved so hard like my dating pool is so small it’s nonexistent

being a newer alter in our system makes me want my own fresh account somewhere so i can just go by my name without any questions but then i’d just never get any mutuals and the account would rot there forever

“inauthentic behavior” and all i did was retweet petplay and furry art Can’t have shit because of woke