“am i avoidant or am i just being careful” a memoir

eating a huge bowl of reese’s puffs before bed >>>>>>

Sadly I think the only way to donate is through Facebook on this post 🙄 but I still did it because I love the animals

Utah Animal Adoption Center is seeking donations after someone drove a car into their building

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joseph smith was also doing a bill paxton in true lies

and everyone’s like “there’s no way jamie lee curtis’ character would fall for that” but it turns out charismatic dudes are just good at lying to women to get laid

just realized tim ballard (OUR founder) was doing a bill paxton in true lies

Ugh that’s so cool, if I find people to go with I will find you there

I am not even joking lmao I want to go again but the group I went with last time is doing electric forest instead this year

TAKE ME WITH YOU

Hahaha being disrespect-able with you is the best

“respect your elders” have they tried being respectable

currently sitting next to two conservatives who are complaining that the liberals “got mad that mike lindell, the founder of my pillow, was spreading the truth about 2020 election fraud and removed his product from their stores” so im glad they are focusing on the issues that really matter right now

listen

a girl i hooked up with last year wants to hook up again, never kill yourself ✨✨

unfortunately it did

anyways im making a very late night meal and hoping that’s what’s wrong with me

am i crying for a real reason or am i crying because i need 1900-2200 calories a day and ive only had 1500 today and my body is screaming at me

Mm 🩷 i love this perspective, thank you for sharing

smeared half an avocado across 2 pieces of bread and sprinkled them with salt and pepper and it was very delicious, might do it again with the other half

it’s hard to know if i enjoy being a loner and have always deeply judged myself for that and felt that there’s something wrong with me, or if i want closer connections and defaulted to being a loner because it felt easier

very difficult to say tbh

i have gotten lucky and had some close friendships despite this, but ive been thinking about it a lot this week

anyways, if we aren’t close friends it is probably more my fault than yours and i genuinely have no blueprint for this shit

i have always been more on the loner side than the “have lots of friends” side and as i get older i think this is more related to the fact that i have never really understood how to make and maintain close friendships

in case you need a refresher:

anyways instead of complaining i am going to make a smoothie and eat a granola bar and maybe some apple slices with peanut butter

i am always hungry & i want to make sure my muscles are rebuilding themselves after getting torn to shreds & that my pole bruises heal well, which means i have to put a lot of intentional thought into my food & i simply was never taught how to do that growing up

i feel like a 10 year old

once again complaining about how time-consuming it is to get enough nutrient dense food while doing 4-6 hours of pole a week 🥲

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