\ this week's schedule \
HAPPY BIRTHIVERSARY TO ME!!
to celebrate, i'm releasing the VOD of my idol finale...
and giving myself a bit of a rest. (but not without progressing w)
see you at ASTL!
- 04.20/6:30p: 'star, burning brightest' VOD
- 04.21/8:30p: xenogears part 7
releasing 2026/04/20 at 6:30pm CDT - "star, burning brightest" idol finale live, youtube VOD.
\\ VOD release! \\
looking back on my finale live always brings me to tears...
... so i wanna let you all in on them as well.
relive the experience of a 「star, burning brightest」,
muted intro and all.
link/release time:
6:30 CDT/WIB \\ 23:30 UTC
stream on 2026/04/17 at 7:30pm CST - the 4.9th birthiversary celebration stream, subtitled "celebrating early".
\\ starting soon \\
while it's a bit mellow for such a momentous milestone,
i'm just too busy (and scatterbrained...) to do a full birthiversary.
but we can celebrate 5 years of tsoobs, play some new stuff, and
all that...
CST/WIB 7:30 \\ UTC 00:30
📺 https://twitch.tv/tsubasa83_ch
AAAAAAAAAAA SORRY ABOUT DELAYING PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT STREAMS IN A BIT
i mean, it's VR and important, it's better to be sure...
see you at 00:30 UTC? (7:30 CDT/WIB)
you must construct additional pylons
song used: www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMpD...
all recordings were made live with index controllers + vive trackers
also really funny i made the same mistake in all three recordings, can you spot it? w
tried making another wotagei video after so long, this time a bit of a comparison between VR programs' motion w
i'm partial to how it went in vrchat, but i think all of these have potential w
which one is your favourite?
wa...
after my finale performance i was already tearing up
and seeing all the reactions everywhere got me crying...
Happy birthday to Marina, our dorky RV lesbian adventurer!! 🧚♀️🏳️🌈✨🧚♀️🏳️🌈✨ Wishing you everlasting happiness and joyful trips together with Amber!!
It may be a coincidence, but I finished drawing Marina just recently ww 🐈🐇Going to draw Amber next!!
tsubasa83 streams for the week of 2026/03/31. on 03/31 at 8:30pm, idol finale live, star burning brightest. on 04/02 at 8:30pm, xenogears part 2. on 04/04 at 8:00am, teatime, talking about idols, events, and plans.
\ this week's schedule \
it's almost time to close this chapter of my life.
and then, after continuing xenogears, we'll talk
about all my thoughts recently.
- 03.31/8:30p: star, burning brightest
- 04.02/8:30p: xenogears part 2
- 04.04/8:00a: teatime (idols, events, plans)
It was Qt
Qt was segfaulting with plugins
okay see you at 02:00
tsubasa83 idol finale live, "star, burning brightest." begins 2026/03/31 at 8:30pm CDT. image is of a girl in a blue (and green) idol outfit, her hands on her heart, eyes closed.
\\ performance announcement \\
like i promised on my letter last week.
my idol finale live.
「Star, Burning Brightest」
i'm not gonna reveal much, but i've put
a bit of practice in to sing just a few songs for you.
2026.03.31/8:30pm CDT, on my twitch channel.
see you there...
hiya survivors, i'm going to ramble a bit, but i just need to get my thoughts out. for a while now i've been struggling with thoughts about my activity and potential as an idol. i've been feeling like i don't really fit in as an *idol* in many regards -- lots of the focus is on physical idols, and i'm someone who can't really muster up the courage to do anything past virtual. past that, i just feel like i'm not good enough, that i'll never be good enough. i'm not really all that great at singing or dancing, even after so many years. i feel like my tone and voice just won't ever live up to my expectation of myself as an idol. so i thought recently that maybe, just so i stop beating myself up about my skill and own vulnerability, i need to give up my dream of being an idol. what does this mean for me? - you've probably seen that i've stopped calling myself an idol in my bios and intro, this is why - i won't be pursuing performance opportunities at cons or events. - i WON'T be leaving the idol community. far from it. i'm way too passionate about idols in general to just let it all go. all i'm giving up is becoming one. - and finally... i'll be doing my own performance, on my stream,on 03.31 (US time). i wanna at least do one. it won't be long at all, but it'll be something. to conclude, i just wanted to thank everyone for supporting me through my own dreams. i know it's not the ending you (or i) really wanted, but it might be what's best for now. i hope you continue supporting me, continue helping me connect the worlds. thank you all, over and over. tsubasa83
\ important announcement \
TL;DR i'm not graduating, but my journey to becoming an idol is ending.
tsubasa83 streams for the week of 2026/03/16. on 03/17 at 8:30pm, pac-man world 2 re-pac. on 07/19 at 8:30pm, sampler stop, for chibi-robo. on 03/20 at 7:00pm, karaoke.
\ this week's schedule \
after sleeping way too long, i'm finally back!! w
tying up a loose pac-end, singing some songs...
and a new stream format!?
- 03.17/8:30p: pac-man world 2 re-pac
- 03.19/8:30p: chibi-robo (new format)
- 03.20/7:00p: karaoke
oh to make some stuff clear:
while i do have an nsfw account and have that sort of content, i do want to keep it separate from my "usual" stuff while keeping it within my reach (if that makes sense)
i intentionally don't link it here, but i can DM it
i have not been this sleepy in a while what do you MEAN i slept almost 18 hours
considering taking a streaming break this week, or at least making it an unscheduled week
i've forgotten to give myself a break for quite a bit w
Chiitan liking my stream-end post (1h ago)
IM SORRY DID *CHIITAN* JUST LIKE MY STREAM END POST?????? UHHHHH THANKS
BTW BEFORE I FORGOR
THANK YOU TO @venituber.bsky.social FOR THE RAID!!
i am SO SORRY I WAS NERDSNIPED IN VEGAS WHILE IT HAPPENED w
stream on 2026/03/04 at 8:00pm CST - highway blossoms, part 4, subtitled "unsayable thoughts".
\\ starting soon \\
THE RV LESBIANS GOT ALL THE TREASURE!!
AND THEY KISSED!!
so it's time to kick back and enjoy life a bit...?
i mean, the festival isn't for a short while...
CST 8:00pm \\ UTC 02:00 \\ WIB 09:00
📺 https://twitch.tv/tsubasa83_ch
STREAM END!! and so did my one-day internship at the diner...
and this outfit is kinda growing on me...
thanks for accompanying me as i trained on time-management games and on how to cook foods w
see you next week for the last two parts of highway blossoms!
stream on 2026/02/28 at 8:30pm CST - scavenger's hoard, subtitled "diner rest stop".
\\ starting soon \\
RV lesbians making me go to the diner a lot...
but today, the diner offered me to go on a "one-day internship."
how bad can it possibly be?
(time-management flash games and more today!)
CST 8:30pm \\ UTC 02:30 \\ WIB 09:30
📺 https://twitch.tv/tsubasa83_ch
WAIT I DIDNT
HA
I'M NOT FLAT (in imperial)
a reference sheet of tsubasa83, showing her standing in a t-pose. lines denoting various aspects of measuring height and bust are shown, with the result showing that her bust is an A-cup. (difference of 9.27 cm)
wait did i do this wrong
tsubasa83 streams for the week of 2026/02/23. on 02/25 at 7:30pm, highway blossoms part 3. on 02/27 at 7:30pm, highway blossoms part 4. on 02/28 at 8:00pm, scavenger's hoard, food edition.
\ this week's schedule \
help, amber and marina's road trip is on the mind
now i'm driving in the desert, following their footsteps...
then stopping at the diner!
(NOTE: different dates!)
- 02.25 + 02.27/7:30pm: highway blossoms
- 02.28/8:00pm: scavenger's hoard, food edition
wa
i'm going to try and start streaming as soon as this collab starts, but i *may* have forgotten to eat.
oops
STREAM END!! ... okay i take it back.
considering we didn't find gold... i guess the real treasure was the girlfailure/girlfriend that amber met w
see you tomorrow for some kinda-impromptu vrchat!
also here's the recap i did when the stream started w
I love women women
it's
women
wednesday
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