Yeaaa this morning I tried to do both but ended feeling frustrated 😞 so decided to focus on finishing work early then only focus on getting the ticket

It's so hard to focus on work now....
While getting the 12/4 Goyang concert tix and getting ready for my flight tomorrow 😫😫😫😫

FINALLY!!!
I GOT THE GOYANG TICKET!! FOR 9 April!!!! The first day!!!!
I was changing my frequency to gratitude like "thank you for everything that I'm capable of seeing the boys in person" and keeping the joyful n excited feelings while scrolling through the seating map. Next sec, I saw a seat!!!!!

Seeing them makes me feel ☺️

This is not related to the bangtan boys..
I just wanted to not to feel alone so I put my words out

a cartoon of a person with a blue headband on their head and the words `` bawling my little eyes out '' . ALT: a cartoon of a person with a blue headband on their head and the words `` bawling my little eyes out '' .

It's almost the time of the month. My hormones started to mess with me 🫠
so I took this opportunity to face my dark side by free writing...
Bawled my eyes out when I saw this "I have to fulfill everyone's expectations, but I can't even fulfill my own expectations of myself"

13:02 update: queue number is 1,070. And number of waiting ppl is 21,296...
It took 5 hours from 18k to 1k

I've started to queue non stop for the Goyang concert tickets.
Nowadays the queue duration is around 4 hours.

The queue for Goyang concert yesterday started at 16k...
Now I enter the queue around the same time n it starts with 21k......

Continuing to queue for Goyang ticket now
I'm playing chanting, meditation music, manifesting music while I'm in the queue. To let myself stay focused and not let my brain create scenarios to scare me 💪🏻💪🏻

Yoongi vs. Straw ~ The Sequel

I'm starting to feel the comeback. Like, I am used to BTS being not active as a group, now everything feels familiar yet unfamiliar 🥲🥹
Or is it just me being 10 years ARMY and the enthusiasm has toned down and become my daily life 🤓

Again... The same issue happened yesterday... The waiting time added 30mins

Adult job and life are so tiring and it's sooo easy to reinforce the belief of "I'm not enough" by the incidents at work...
I want to believe that I'm enough!!!!
So frustrating 😞

Heyy I'm so sorry for the late reply 🫠 my adult job usually got very busy from Q3 to Q1 next year, I might not able to respond promptly. That said, I'm happy to be added to the list 🙂

And I learnt during my young adulthood that it's normal for others not to act out as I expected.
With this, I released myself from the 😒 feeling
Just something to share ☺️

I had a "aha!" moment during shower just now
To give context: I've been low-key sad n 😒😑 when Min PD didn't turn on live on his own...
Then! This whisper came during my shower, I'm only feeling bitterness bcoz my expectations didn't get fulfilled!! 🤯
➕

Ahhh Awake, Lie, and Neuron!!!
(Yea, It is hard to choose 🫠

😆😆 (high five!! ✋🏻

(I have to do Top 2)
RM/Namjoon: Closer, Domodachi
Jin: Heart on the window, Background
Suga/Agust D/Yoongi: First Love, Interlude: Shadow, Huh?!, Agust D
J-Hope: Arson, More
Jiminie: Serendipity, Closer than this
Tae: Slow dancing, Singularity
JayKay: Euphoria, Still with you

Come Back Home, Paper Heart, Lost Stars

When Namjoon asked for a hug during the LOVE YOURSELF concert at Olympic Stadium, Seoul 🥰

Dual bias (Namjoon and Yoongi) until 2023, then the ultimate bias is Yoongi (yes, I finally made up my mind after D-Day concerts)

Burning Up (Fire) was the start, then loveeee the Save Me MV, Agust D was the anchor ⚓

Thanks so much for the warm welcome ☺️

💜Hi ARMY 💜

💜Miao, 91' liner, fluent & think in Eng & Mandarin, understand dialects: Cantonese, learning Korean on Duolingo
💜Became ARMY during Fire era: attracted by Tae facial expressions, impressed by Namjoon's intellectual mind, anchored in this purple kingdom by Agust D
💜RTer, personal