it's very clear to me nobody understands nor cares what i've went through and why i reacted the way i did. i messed up and i've taken responsibility for it time and time again, i'm done i will not be commenting on this if you tag me or talk about me. please leave me alone.
and has probably done 100 worse things even BEFORE i met him. i'm closing this, i don't wanna continue this. whatever these 7 victims have to say just say it. this has been going on for years and i want it to stop.
and present. i had a trauma response and told something i shouldn't of told to others. i still lash out here and there when people don't respect my space when i say i don't want to talk. hafu i'm not perfect but i'm not a monster. i'm someone who's traumatized at the thought my Groomer is a free man
been thinking about this for awhile now, i don't remember what i said/did when i was younger. i already apologized and i'm not going to keep revisiting this because it just reminds me of everything i went through with Mack for people i thought would care and understand i've made mistakes past
i'm sorry i read this too fast, are you saying i'm twisting the story or am i completely missing the point in your message?
i Understand. i just don't like being called a liar when i have proof. i Have a LOT more if you wish to see it, if you want screen recording as well please DO NOT hesitate to ask me
this i didn't know. i'm not on discord like i used to be and i don't research stuff like this so i apologize for that
Proof she reached out to me. i did not reach out to her so do not say i Did when i have the proof
that entire time she has not said anything regarding it and i told her "if you need to talk then lets talk" i even told her about the things i endured FOR HER when she reached out to me May of 2025. i didn't reach out to her she did TO ME
i don't believe that. because i've been blocked since Feb/March the one time i check and suddenly i'm unblocked? this doesn't seem strange to you?
why are you ignoring the fact i said throughout 2025 we've spoken and absolutely NOTHING went wrong. if you're mentioning the person (i think you're talking about) it's because i was worried about What they were planning to do and i didn't want them to get hurt in the process
Also yes she does
This is proof right here i have nothing to lie about
The first time i tried to explain what happened with someone else but i got blocked, the second time i even said "if you'd like to discuss this on call then we can do that too" which i've received no reply. throughout 2025 we've spoke she has not mentioned ANYTHING regarding what happened in 2018
i stopped being friends with you because of what YOU DID IN MY SERVER and you grew jealous over me making new friends and i felt like walking on eggshells talking to you. Others have as well! the amount of people who came to me telling me talking to you was extremely difficult
@milukomoon.bsky.social "matured" and yet you told this bold faced lie, we called on discord and you kept telling me about Felisha (or however you spell her name) and i kept telling you to forget and ignore her. also i never claimed you as my artist/art mama because i told you of my lack of funds
I acted out in many ways and hurt many people. sure i could've changed my password etc etc but i wasn't thinking that. i was more worried for my partner at the time and my friend, i let myself endure 2 years of grooming and in those two years i lashed out and said stuff that shouldn't have been said
Also i know you're talking about Shining. she had me unblocked for some reason so that was on accident
i can't cover everyone i've hurt along the way as i don't have access to them i only covered the current issue at hand with everyone else i know what happened, i wanted to explain why it happened so i did. i don't carry screenshots of everyone. i acted out. plain and simple
docs.google.com/document/d/1... The full story because i'm 100% sure they have no idea because they have not mentioned it. feel free to send it to "you know who"
that was such a shitty screenshot i'm so sorry here's a better one
and made that announcement ping in my server without my permission
also @milukomoon.bsky.social i never expressed wanting free art from you. i expressed not wanting to get free art from you because i didn't have the money at the time and i wanted to pay you for your services i even told you to take time offline because how you acted towards others
taking time offline to be mentally better. thank you for reading.
and here we are. to now. my past is being brought up. i hope this brings everything to a close, i hope i answered as many questions as i could. i've had therapy since 2023 and currently in group trauma therapy as well. if i missed any questions. please never hesitate to ask. i'm sorry and i will be
to which i complied. she encouraged me to tell people. to tell shining. to which i did. shining was taken aback. wondering why was i suddenly coming out to her about it. (which was horrible timing seeing as the issue with hafu was happening at that time)
i then met (who we'll call Neb) who i fell for we got together confirmed each other were of age and she became the second person i told about me being groomed. i still remember the sounds of disgust she made when she was reading through what i went through. she told me to stop screensharing
my behavior worsened and my old habits slipped back for a moment. once again telling inappropriate humor to a minor. i realized what i was doing and stopped Immediately. even then it was still wrong. i needed help. and i needed it badly
arguments formed almost daily with shining. in my head i'm thinking "I GOT MYSELF GROOMED FOR YOU" when she has zero clue what i did for her. what i did for my partner. anyone. nobody but the one person (mack's friend) knew.
i stopped telling inappropriate jokes and everything by the time i turned 21. things were normal. but my past came back to haunt me. my trauma worsened. to the point i almost committed suicide and i needed to tell people what i endured. but my fear of mack finding out got to me. so i stayed silent