I think I'm coming to some very sobering realizations about myself and my interactions in this space.

This, off and on, for hours at a time, for the past week and a half. This is what is going to get me put on the news.

Show of hands(heh), who wants to see my new nails?

You can't tell me you love me, and then show me what that looks like with the ones you actually do.

You can't tell me you love me, and then show me what that looks like with the ones you actually do.

Should I be editing my new pictures and/or writing the scripts that have a deadline?
Yes.
Do I have to be up earlier than usual for a weird work shift?
Yes.
Am I locked on my couch, dopamine scrolling and feeling like shit?
Yes.

Black and white photo of Shadow's lower body in window panties, back seam fishnets, and red heels against a backdrop of a bookshelf

Whatever shall we do to pass the time?
#Shadowskin

The creative spark is very slow to come back, and is consistently hobbled by failed projects, missed deadlines, dismissive VAs, and overshadowed achievements. I promise I'm trying, though.

A chill wind picks up.
I shiver as it dances across my skin.
And again as your warm breath follows.

This, off and on, for hours at a time, for the past week and a half. This is what is going to get me put on the news.

Happiness, whimsy, and joy are never frivolous.

"Silence" for hours.
I open Audacity.
I pull up a script.
I open my mouth...
And my neighbor's dog sees a squirrel.
And my other neighbor slams the backdoor for a smoke break.
And a police car wails down the road on the other side of the alley.

Clearly the universe says no recording for me.

Okay.

A chill wind picks up.
I shiver as it dances across my skin.
And again as your warm breath follows.

Someone hype me up to edit and post these pics. There's a lot of squidge in them, and I don't like it, but I know y'all will. Save me from myself.

Being the relationship maintainer is so damn exhausting

The creative spark is very slow to come back, and is consistently hobbled by failed projects, missed deadlines, dismissive VAs, and overshadowed achievements. I promise I'm trying, though.

The neighbors have upgraded to power tools. Standby for full meltdown

This is the booty that got me perma-banned from Imgur, jsyk

Deep conversations between bouts of frenzied fucking>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Black and white photo of Shadow's lower body in window panties, back seam fishnets, and red heels against a backdrop of a bookshelf

Whatever shall we do to pass the time?
#Shadowskin

I don't know how to function before noon.

There are some days where I wish I smoked, because popping a piece of gummy candy just doesn't read right for the imaginary cameras I invented to capture my angst and suffering.

Should I be editing my new pictures and/or writing the scripts that have a deadline?
Yes.
Do I have to be up earlier than usual for a weird work shift?
Yes.
Am I locked on my couch, dopamine scrolling and feeling like shit?
Yes.

Priority mail. Overnight shipping.
#Shadowskin

AGE IN BIO OR GET BLOCKED. IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. YOU WANNA SEE TITTIES? YOU GOTTA BO OLD ENOUGH TO GET ON THE MOTORBOAT.

Leaf blowers, tornado siren drills, upstairs neighbors with cement block feet and a dog with long nails, some fucker testing the bass out in his car in the back alley...I am legit gonna start fucking screaming.

Priority mail. Overnight shipping.
#Shadowskin

Black and white photo of Shadow's ass in black panties, garters, and fishnets.

Lots to grab. Lots to pull.
#Shadowskin

Like the serial killer being weirded out when his victim flirts with him, lol