maybe itโs not even the case though, who knows.
*it doesnโt know if what it said was true, but you can never be sure..*
if it is.. iโm trying to make up for it, even if itโs.. not going that well.
if not? thatโll help too.
..itโs better for someone to be happy because of you than sad or angry..
i donโt know if you should be sorry.
*itโs voice stayed flat.*
thereโs alot of things i still donโt know, or..
maybe not remembering is more accurate.
see, maybe i wasnโt very good in the past.. maybe thatโs why iโm like this.. thatโs one of the things iโve.. theorized.
i think thatโs the word.
*as if understanding that her attention was at something else, it kept moving closer, with airy steps that left no pressure nor noise.*
*it wasnโt malicious in itโs intents, noโฆ*
*it simply held some fragments, maybe even a semblance of a emotion, when being there.*
*one of those was curiosity.*
..i can see that..
*itโs eyes were the only thing that ever moved as it spoke, looking around for nothing at all.*
i think iโve missed out on alot of things.. everything feels like it has done that.
*it stood silent contemplating if what it said made sense*
..changed, i mean. everything changed.
*it stood entirely still on contact. maybe even flinched.*
oh.. uhm.
*it does seem to like how soft the texture is.. but also surprised with the sudden move. it remembers something. perhaps the fact it was once stabbed by someone.*
n.. nice to meet you too?
*it doesnโt know what to do.*
[ @fimonst.bsky.social ]
*it stared for a few moments before coming closer, almost entranced by the flame? ..moth looking ass..*
..hello?
*it tilted it's head, trying to recollect something as it inspected you.*
..have i not seen you before..? you look different..
// helloo.. haven't written in ages
uhmm im just gonna put this here
[ @ofbrokenhopendream.bsky.social ]
*a lone figure stands in the corner of your eyes, barely noticable.
something moving, or perhaps a trick of the light, a trick of your eyes as it tries to make a shape out of nothing.*
// if anyone's wondering where i've been i'll be completely honest i've just been replaying library of ruina
// helloo.. haven't written in ages
uhmm im just gonna put this here
// oohh im the random voice telling you it'd be really funnyy
๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ
๐'๐ฅ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ.. ๐๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ญ๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ.
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..๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ..
๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ.
๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ
I don't want to feel this empty and lonely feeling anymore...
Iโฆ want to start over from the beginningโฆ Thatโs all I want.
What is the reason I exist, when thereโs nothing to look forward toโฆ
im trying. itโs just really exhausting.
even more so when it feels like when i donโt do something iโm wasting time.
sorry, canโt get myself to do anything.
// if i ever saw any of em being mean iโd hc it more as the way friends insult eachother..
// noo i like when all 3 are friends why are people mean to battie :(
my reflection โโ I donโt recognise.
โฆ
i like fish.
// I COULD NOT STOP MYSELF
one in a krillio
Lonely isnโt being alone. Itโs the feeling that nobody cares.
There was something I was going to do... Something important. If you forgot, it probably didn't matter, right? No, I don't think that's right. No? Then how about this. If you forgot, it probably wasn't real. What? That doesn't make sense. It does. It's like a dream.
snail has a home now..
โฆ
thatโs nice :)
