I was worried i won't be getting a gob-game.
Look at 'em tho!
Also, elves are a stretch-goal, lol, game gets my respect for having goblikes and dwarves first and elves maybe later

0.8 slav squat

beeg hat!

gobs!

ty ty <3
i was kinda iffy of it at a time, and still sorta am, but it ain't as bad as i see it lol

ty <3

i dont think i ever posted these pixels, did a while back for a secret santa event we do in out art server

portfolioday

yup. changes nothing in dialogues though, but that's whatever

finished avowed, the only thing i needed to play it were playable orlans, and i'm glad i didnt let youtube decide if i should play it or not. i enjoyed it, it has lotsa shortcomings, but none felt like a dealbreaker

goated music choice too

and ode to self-sabotage, doodled a gob, refused to fix all the glaring mistakes, slapped a filter on top, called it a day. can you tell i was reading gunnm at the time?

i remember trying to do like a game character a day for a few days, or was it weeks?

go to enster, he got's buncha her lol, maybe even gonna have more if he gets shamed for not drawing her

more of the same old stuff

this was the first portrait i was ever kinda proud of

I remember being paranoid about same-face syndrome, so i tried to do a bunch of quick-ish portrait sketches to try and fight it

sorry for spam, going down the memory lane, lol.
portraits always been my "comfy" zone, 'cause im too dumb to learn to draw anything interesting

more boring old art

found (was forced to remember, more like) an old furry gift drawing i did for @enster.bsky.social, of their OC
#furry

Unironically, this set-up in a modern mass-surveillance corpo-slop state is kinda cyberpunk, in a way. full of physical media devices, no smartphone, all good choices

which, after getting over the hump of "this is hard, i am bored, i dont wanna do this anymore" led me to randomly seeing someone play something, or some technique at 3 am, dropping my ass on the floor and trying it out just 'cause i feel like it. i fail, naturally, but it doesnt upset me

with guitar every little change and adjustment you make affects the result, it's easy to track and spot, even small improvements can be easily tracked and replicated

one thing i enjoy the most about learning guitar, is how "immediate" it is. Especially in comparison to 2d art. It took me years to get to my, admitedly, mediocre level in art, and it never felt like i was improving.

i'm in a very yap-y mood, and have been for the past few days. but as a misanthropic introvert i dont feel comfortable looking for or joining communities that allign with my current hyperfixations. pain

of course not everything needs to be a "splash", but there's a lot to steal from many splashes in terms of atmosphere and composition, i think.
hope i didnt just schizo ranted at you lol
as i said, gonn be ironic

like when you think you pushed it too far, you might actually need to push it even more.
which might be my dunning-kruger talkin' cause i can't do that for shit, no matter how many times i tried lol

one takeway i got from an artist friend, who does splashes, is that clearly separating "layers" of the piece is hella important to the point where pushing something "back" with thick shadows or scuffed detailing and alike can be done way more dramatically than one might think

while your stuff is good, it feels like a lot of it is good for the sake of being good, and it sounds silly, i know, but it makes sense to my deranged brain, y'know. it's sorta like, when everything's good, or polished, nothing really catches the eye.