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art of father alexander anderson from hellsing with my oc esther. anderson is kneeling on the floor and resting his head in esthers lap who sings to him and caresses his head. anderson seems relaxed. his shoes are bloodied; he is loosely holding a bayonet in one hand, also dripping blood.

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he needs some rest
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Thank you 🥺❤️

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Feeling wayyy better.

Thank you, your words have always helped me. And you help me once again. I have to pick up my pen regardless. Until this terrible feeling wears off. Tho i will disconnect a bit tomorrow yes, that will help. Thank you ;_; ❤️

Im spiraling.

Wahh wahh wahh. But its true though, nobody would care if i stopped posting. And all my drawings are not good, i see my friends draw beautifully and i just draw lile shit ko matter the effort. Who gaf.

Im sorry i havent been working on ur commission, i am either trying not to die or being my worst critic thinking every drawing i make is worthless slop and looks like hot garbage and nobody gives a fuck abt my drawings anymore. Thanks for your patience and trust.

this is about them

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i love how crazy i made her look.

it do be like that.

digital drawing of my Hellsing selfinsert OC Esther and Father Alexander Anderson. Esther is laying in bed while Anderson hunches over her; tracing his fingers up her neck with a smile.

this is my valentine's day art i guess 💕
#🩸⛪ #ocxcanon #art #selfship

happy valentine's day!

The worst is that if u file a complaint they dont do anything. I personally want all my old art taken down. We should be allowed to kill them.

Fucking, go to hell.

Someone will repost my old art from 10 years ago and all i can think is that i wanna beat them up with a large rock.

I need to get freakier.

im going thru it.

⚠️oc x canon

More time for tamsyminke doodles. Lets goo.

O was needing money urgently and that was making me depressed but not anymore cause my job paid me. So now i can do these comms more relaxed wajaja!!!!!

Working on comms makes me so fucking depressed but i gotta do it. Sigh. I need the money.

extra: silly idea and mink sleeps like a corpse in a casket

my brain is currently contaminated with a very bad virus.

i like that i have gone off the rails w their braids at first they were shorter now in my following draws they are long to their hips. whatever!

pick your -day off- minke flavor, it comes in industrial and nu metal

i did NAWT want to complicate myself w it. at all.

an old bayonet knife. on the usual it's dull, activated gets sharpness and has a 2nd form that is large but mink is still learning to use it.

Went back home for some hours and worked on my gachiakuta oc.

cotton candy flavored ✨✨✨