head in hands.

grudgingly tuning in to c**chella for taemin

fixed my sleep schedule so i’m waking up at 7am now, started reading consistently again, am finally looking into new cooking recipes, skincare has been working, set actual limits on my screen time, now to keep all this up through finals and graduation

Knives Millions: Apple Farmer

pulled him out of the lake and gave him an honest job

do i think it will be at all good. no. am i going to tune in? yes

them announcing ylqj air date today and it being THIS WEDNESDAY while i'm in the middle of almost-graduation rush is all a ploy from god to mess with me

torn between getting a better computer and just buying it rn… but i want to know whats going on w zagreus so bad!

bl about a really suave charming super seme but it's from his perspective and every time he does something sexy it's just him going FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IM SO FUCKING CRINGE I SHOULD JUST DIE in the milliseconds before his uke demures. and then he's like heh. all according to keikaku.

thinking about buying hades

i need to go to bed so bad but i'm trying to read both erha and qjj at the same time which is only slowing me from reading swbts and wow i need to be medicated

discourse about asian diaspora art largely made by women are unnecessarily distracting us from the real evil (male diaspora STEM students in ivy leagues and elite tech universities who all want to have their own startups and haven't read a piece of literature outside of hp in 4th grade)

evergreen

sometimes we do need to insist on self-awareness when it comes to the Identifying With Character Disease. for everyone's health

I'm having visions

who was going to tell me erha makes like 5 cock and balls jokes in the first 3 pages

someone (certainly not me) caved and added a second chapter so that it’s no longer pre-slash. anyway NOW the fic is complete

> archiveofourown.org/works/798861...

everyone has to be so nice to me about the fact that i am inventing lore for this jttw fic

well i am 2500 words into a sequel.

i have unfortunately been looping the 1986 xyj opening all weekend as i work on this diaspora art analysis for my asian contemporary art class

A vertical panoramic painting against an off-white background. Painting depicts a blue seascape with a large star bursting from a tall cumulonimbus cloud hanging low above the horizon

Meridian Star

right well it’s the year of the horse and in the spirit of all things i have posted journey to the west fanfic

> archiveofourown.org/works/79886196

suburban moms love legolas but most of them conceptualize him as heterosexual... a surreal thought to me

for horse girls this can still be considered a win!

what the hell 1st pic… he straight up has the face of a beautiful 3D modeled character from a xianxia video game

writing this is proving to be a ridiculous journey because i am still reading the fellowship of the ring and daydreaming about gimli/legolas making out sloppy style while on my way to work and for some reason my brain decided Let's write jttw fic! and now my prose is fucked up by my tolkien diet

i don't like it here i want to be let out!

HELP ok they are the most standard for sure. genuinely don’t know what came over me to make me write 1300 words about them in an hour but i will keep going!

this is literally ridiculous. am i going to be airing out my jttw ship taste on archive of our own dot org

you can tell graduation is making me lose it bc it's nearly 3 in the morning and i'm writing fucking xiyouji fanfic for literally no reason