freed from my job finally gna be in my unemployment era for a bit but it won't be that bad this time 😍

Finally gave my notice I feel free (after 3 weeks ) 💀

kinda want to be up all night even tho I got work tmor I have sm energy to draw 😭

I literally can't draw anymore like make shit up I've been at my desk for an hour on irl paper frozen 😭 I know need ref but like it wasn't like this before

i feel like I need to go back to college or somethin even for just a year ☠️

not working calling me twice prob for me to work on my day offf 😭 like hell nah driving that far for a 4 hour shift that got scheduled on my day off lol

lookin at old art thinkin omg I used to enjoy this?! 😭

logged into my tumblr I didn't expect ppl to be stil interacting with my posts cooll

trying to be a creative while physically carving out time to draw is horrible im can't even get on the mindset properly

didn't end up quitting bcos Im doing a test soon I figured I should just keep this when its over next month

I hate this "part-time" job so much

if I stayed quiet and small like they always expect me to be I'll still be participating in some lie everyone wants to agree on. 2025 was great huh

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well gotta move on from them anyway , just weird bcos the person I had the situation with didn't even unfollow me

happy new yearrr , just want more money and a good job this year 🍺😭

illustration

last one for this year!

A reference page for an original character, VELVET. Includes a "splash" illustration where Velvet tripping over her own feet and trying to catch the paper spilling from her hands, one chibi Velvet who is raising a finger to her lips as though keeping a secret, a front and back reference of the character design, and depiction of the keys she keeps on her person at all times. The character of a maid who escapes an endless theatre performance, where wanderers are possessed by "roles" and repeatedly killed at the hand of an ever changing culprit in a thrilling mansion murder mystery. It has memories of being killed as well as being the killer, and sees itself as something eternally bloodied, so it dedicates itself to cleaning. NAME: VELVET [REDACTED] AGE: [REDACTED] PRONOUNS: SHE/HER, IT/ITS HEIGHT: 5'1" & 154 CM A character meant to be plot fodder. It somehow obtains a body of its own after The Manor collapsed. But what use is a role without a script to follow? BANGS - bangs look like blood dripping over face GLOVES - always on. TWO-PIECE SUIT - echoes a maid uniform with shoulder ruffles and back ribbon FRECKLES - red freckles are like blood splatter and appear where it received mortal wounds in the past KEYS - one for the manor, one for the servant's quarters THE RED HERRING THE KILLER MAID THE BAYONET THE SWITCHBLADE SETTING CO-WRITTEN WITH PRINCEHONEYTEA ART AND CHARACTER BY HEARTMUSH

🍓 sweets for the sweet!

ready to quit this mid january can't wait 🤩

wip wanted to make phone wallpaper but with the time and energy i have these days I sometimes just do an airbrush or brushstroke and call it a day 😭

hoping i get thru this

dad telling me not so great news , so tired of my job I need a new one , I need to pay sm things , can't even put my folio properly

My comics are now available at the indipendent bookstore Tronsmo in Oslo 🎉

Please go visit (and maybe even buy my comics) if you happen to be around!

I slept 12 hours straight today it's my day off 😭 but wasted all of it

Its sad i cant do much about the situation

Really solidified what ive been seeing and feeling recently when I was was over at the other side of the coin is that they are open arms to u as long as u have the same thought as them, no realising theres nuances to topics .If u are not with them ur kicked out so much for inclusivity...

Ppl ending friendships over different opinions/view are insane to me like damn if I wasn't liked in the first place maybe they shoudve said it and I wouldve been fine with it

I didnt even get to formulate a proper response today bcos I checked it late bcos ive been busy with work and it was insane wow...

velvet (she/her, it/its) a depiction of my original character, velvet, and her pokémon, milcery! velvet is a pink haired girl with an eyepatch dressed in a white alcremie-inspired outfit with various ruffles, bows, and strawberry decals. she is carrying a picnic-basket shaped purse where she holds her pokéballs! strawberry-shaped accessories are looped inside the buns of her hair. velvet points to the viewer with an energetic grin as she sics her pokémon on you! text on graphic: Too Sweet to Eat a milky, creamy, strawberry love is a delicious recipé for success!

🍓 too sweet to eat!

but then I get bored and my brain wants to go try that thinggg aaahhh but also there is some benfits for the diff methoddd,,, aaahh just rambling

ahhh it's so annooyinng I keep trying to experiment with ways I could execute a piece to be faster then it takes me slower when I could literally just use the method to make it fasterrrr