I'm sorry for the people I've hurt. For the people that lost my trust in me.
I'm sorry I couldn't be the good person you all once seen me as. I'm sorry that I made you all lose my trust in me.
I'm gonna go now. I might come back someday. But I don't know when.
For now. I'm gonna be gone man
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This is my last track for now. My Goodbye before I leave. Even tho it's still kinda unfinished
I just don't feel welcomed here anymore. Most People probably hate me or not trust me due to 3 controversies involving me
I don't feel loved here anymore. I don't deserve to be here after what I done.
BOUND 3.
Imma try and do this again eventually
But idk how tf I fumbled this bad at A Recreation when I managed to do Megalovania almost perfectly
REANIMATION (Recreation)
(Fumbled Version)
At this point why do people still consider me as a decent person.
MEGALOVANIA (Recreation)
Might make An FL Remake of This
Just wanted to be more Experimental
Generic Underswap Megalovania
(Made in Beepbox)
I don't think I should've been left off the hook for that incident.
I mean yeah, I know I didn't do that with malicious intention and it was a bad execution on wanting to be seen.
But does that really matter. I still see myself as a horrible person.
bath
Chemical Plant Zone
Oppa Skibidi Style
(ft. churgneygurgney9895)
TITLE
(ft. churgneygurgney9895)
CREATION OF HATRED (Ft. Xinos/Sandi)
THE WORLD REVOLVING
ATTEMPTATION.
(TEASER)
If yall wanna play with me on roblox or smh
Here's my account. Maybe it'll cheer me up a bit when I do play on there.
I know it's a bit late to say this but I wanna clarify.
I take full accountability of my actions. I'm not trying to justify them whatsoever.
What I did was horrible and that's that.
I just want things to conclude peacefully, I will return but I need to get some real help first.
But after this desperate attempt on trying to feel loved. I fucked at every chance at trying to get that love.
I didn't want to do this. But I thought it was the only way for people to see the real me.
That I'm not some perfect being with confidence.
To put it in simple words.
I just wanted to be loved. That's all I ever wanted. But I never had it, Not even my own family gives a shit about me.
I didn't do this out of malicious intention. I did this because I wanted to feel loved.
Because if I just vented my thoughts out and just say I nearly attempted instead of what I did, nobody would care.
And plus, people don't give a shit if someone is on the verge of suicide, it's only when people actually do the damn attempt is when people actually start giving a shit.
I didn't do this because i wanted my music to get popular, I did it because I wanted people to care for me.
I attempted because my life was complete shit, And I thought no one was there to care for me.
I was suffering alone. And I never talk to anyone because I'm insufferable. I barely talk to people because I'm scared of fucking shit up.
Look, I'm just gonna say this.
The attempt was real. But the part where it was successful and got me hospitalized was a lie.
I didn't actually go through the attempt because I was a coward, so I failed the attempt and lied instead.
BLOODY STREAM [Arrangement]
I'll release the original mix soon
I just wanna do my gifts first
BLUE STREAK (Amy Mix)
(Gift for @cosmic-eternity.bsky.social)
I heard this and i was like "hold up-"